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What can I do?!?!
Allow me to preface.
If anyone's followed my post history, back in May of 2014 I tried finasteride for hairloss:
http://www.hairlosstalk.com/interac...-like-some-opinions-help-Side-effects-and-PFS
I got pull blown PFS and was a zombie for about a month straight. I recovered 100% and sometime in December of that year, I cut my hair short. I've always had long hair. Past shoulder length.... It was really hard for me to accept that I couldn't have long hair anymore due to my receding hairline. I was about a Norwood 2.5 maybe approaching a NW3.
Anyways, I shaved my head recently and my temples are thinning out again!!! Like past where the recession "stopped" before and it looks so ****ing stupid. I have thick hair elsewhere, but I can literally feel the DHT surging my scalp destroying my hair. It itches so bad. So I'm like NW3 going on 4 now and my hair loss is trying to destroy my head it's falling out so fast. It's actually terrifying and I finally, FINALLY tried finasteride again. I got a prescription for name brand Propecia from a dermatologist earlier this year and had it sitting on my nightstand unopened due to the sheer fear of my previous finasteride experience. Trust me, it was awful before. I was hospitalized twice for depersonalization, severe insomnia, brain fog, emotional blunting, etc... It was honestly the darkest time of my entire life.
But I'm desperate and it doesn't look like my balding will stop, so I tried .25mg of Propecia about a week ago....That's 1/4th of a name brand Propecia tablet. But I took it nightly before I went to sleep. Eventually after day 3, I had sleep issues. I keep getting kicked awake in the morning around 7:00am and I always wake up after an extremely vivid dream.
You see, this is where I'm absolutely convinced that finasteride messes with brain chemistry: normally, I seldom remember dreams and wake up feeling refreshed. Both times I've been on Propecia, I wake up earlier than I'm supposed to and my entire night is nothing but extremely vivid dreams, and I wake up feeling exhausted from them. I get "kicked awake" every morning too.
Not only that, but I've had some mild breast tenderness and aches in my breast tissue and it seems like in the week I've taken Propecia .25mg nightly, that I've gained at least 5-10lbs in my belly. I'm very in tune with my body and I know what's normal for me and what's abnormal....and I'm getting fat and my pants are hard to zip up as of this past week. Button up shirts look stupid because of my all of a sudden gut.
I just don't want to loose anymore hair, but it's happening so quick. How can I mitigate these side effects? I feel like there's nothing left for me to do. I've tried finasteride 3 times now, all with the same results (of varying severity) and it doesn't seem like my body can handle the drug. I'm 25 years old and I have the hairline of a ****ing 60 year old man. It's embarrassing and I don't look good with a shaved head.
I just want my youth and confidence back. I feel robbed.
Allow me to preface.
If anyone's followed my post history, back in May of 2014 I tried finasteride for hairloss:
http://www.hairlosstalk.com/interac...-like-some-opinions-help-Side-effects-and-PFS
I got pull blown PFS and was a zombie for about a month straight. I recovered 100% and sometime in December of that year, I cut my hair short. I've always had long hair. Past shoulder length.... It was really hard for me to accept that I couldn't have long hair anymore due to my receding hairline. I was about a Norwood 2.5 maybe approaching a NW3.
Anyways, I shaved my head recently and my temples are thinning out again!!! Like past where the recession "stopped" before and it looks so ****ing stupid. I have thick hair elsewhere, but I can literally feel the DHT surging my scalp destroying my hair. It itches so bad. So I'm like NW3 going on 4 now and my hair loss is trying to destroy my head it's falling out so fast. It's actually terrifying and I finally, FINALLY tried finasteride again. I got a prescription for name brand Propecia from a dermatologist earlier this year and had it sitting on my nightstand unopened due to the sheer fear of my previous finasteride experience. Trust me, it was awful before. I was hospitalized twice for depersonalization, severe insomnia, brain fog, emotional blunting, etc... It was honestly the darkest time of my entire life.
But I'm desperate and it doesn't look like my balding will stop, so I tried .25mg of Propecia about a week ago....That's 1/4th of a name brand Propecia tablet. But I took it nightly before I went to sleep. Eventually after day 3, I had sleep issues. I keep getting kicked awake in the morning around 7:00am and I always wake up after an extremely vivid dream.
You see, this is where I'm absolutely convinced that finasteride messes with brain chemistry: normally, I seldom remember dreams and wake up feeling refreshed. Both times I've been on Propecia, I wake up earlier than I'm supposed to and my entire night is nothing but extremely vivid dreams, and I wake up feeling exhausted from them. I get "kicked awake" every morning too.
Not only that, but I've had some mild breast tenderness and aches in my breast tissue and it seems like in the week I've taken Propecia .25mg nightly, that I've gained at least 5-10lbs in my belly. I'm very in tune with my body and I know what's normal for me and what's abnormal....and I'm getting fat and my pants are hard to zip up as of this past week. Button up shirts look stupid because of my all of a sudden gut.
I just don't want to loose anymore hair, but it's happening so quick. How can I mitigate these side effects? I feel like there's nothing left for me to do. I've tried finasteride 3 times now, all with the same results (of varying severity) and it doesn't seem like my body can handle the drug. I'm 25 years old and I have the hairline of a ****ing 60 year old man. It's embarrassing and I don't look good with a shaved head.
I just want my youth and confidence back. I feel robbed.