hey man can you post some pics? i'm sure it's not as bad as you say.
i felt the same way when i first came to terms with the fact i was losing hair. i didn't consider myself the most attractive person to begin with, so the fact i was going bald was just more shitty cards dealt to me by bad genetics.
anyway, if you're open to the idea of medications, you can really do a lot to save your hair. i ended up making a dermatologist appointment and asking for a prescription for finasteride. it has completely stopped my hair loss, i just wish i had started sooner.