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It all began 4 years ago, during my final school year (The good old days). My best friend noticed a small thinnin spot on the back of my head. I didn't give it much of a thought back then, because i could cover it up. Soon, I could notice hair falling while using a brush or towel drying. I payed a visit to a dermatologist, which led to a lotion prescription. To cut a long story short it couldn't hult hair loss. At the moment, I decided to just accept it. Fast forward approximately 3 years after. My hair getting worse day after day. A bad decision to buzz cut my hair resulted in isolating myself inside the house for over a month. During that period, I discovered all about the hair loss community. It was my summer vacations locked up in my house. The next cemester in the university was approaching, so I started using toppik in order to get off the house. It makes my hair decent looking, but it takes quite some time to fix it properly and costs me serious money. It also makes me nervous that someone might notice. These days I get off the house only to go to the super market. I skip classes and try to study from home. I'm really not in the mood to do anything. My friends are starting to get worried, but I reassure them that I'm fine and just bored of going to classes. Maybe it was wrong to use toppik , cause it would seem suspicious shaving my head now. My head shape is fine, but i have long a neck and a pale colour, which make weird and ill looking. I am also tall (192cm) and thin (78kg), so it adds up to the sick look. I just cannot accept it, being so young and hit by that disfiguring disease. ( yes it is a f*ck*ng disease) Being surrounded by people with heads full of hair makes me even sadder. I have befriended the idea of getting bald, but not so early on. Every male in both my mother's and father's family are > NW5 ( statred baling early 30s). I am just filled with anger and sorrow. But, I am mostly getting overwhelmed with anger, cause I can't defeat this monster. I won't elaborate more on it, it's long enough. I dont know if it makes any sense. Here are some photos below.
1. and 2. showing the damage that has been done.
1. https://imgur.com/4XiTzte
2. https://imgur.com/sJ6R1uZ
3. with decent applicaiton of toppik on and a somewhat longer hair
3. https://imgur.com/MX0xU98
1. and 2. showing the damage that has been done.
1. https://imgur.com/4XiTzte
2. https://imgur.com/sJ6R1uZ
3. with decent applicaiton of toppik on and a somewhat longer hair
3. https://imgur.com/MX0xU98
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