Am I going to get better? Is it over for me?

[Feelsbadman]

2 weeks ago I felt suicidal, I started thinking of my ex and that time when i had good hair and was good looking and getting frequent sex, love and fun and i felt so horrible. Very suicidal. Kept thinking of it. Replaying memories. Missing it so much. Missing her so much her stupid little accent her laugh. Feeling guilty and horrible. It's been 2 years and still i get these feelings. I loved the girl.

But then I was like i need stop this. Need to just stop. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

Started a new routine
- trying harder at my job, already manager has noticed and given me some more tasks
- stopped prostitutes for as long as possible
- deleted dating apps
- exercise focussing on lifting heavy and resting well

already i feel better and don't even care about my trash ex or remember her
i really misss women and feel a empty void but its ok
everyday just focus on working hard and good habbits and although it doesn't replace women love or a gf at least it makes u feel good in a bad situation

am i going to get better?

 

[KevinEdEddEddy]

Definetely you should exercise and keep up in good shape, if loss of your hair is making you such emotional distress then looking worse in other looks departments is going to crush you

 

[Feelsbadman]

Definetely you should exercise and keep up in good shape, if loss of your hair is making you such emotional distress then looking worse in other looks departments is going to crush you

Yea true

No it was just that my entire life i've been lonely and shunned by women
Often i feel really lonely and sad and it leads me to feeeling nostalgic remembering when i actually had love/sex and a relationship

but now i just focus really hard on work and exericse nad ohter stuff so i don think ofi t

 

[KevinEdEddEddy]

Yea true

No it was just that my entire life i've been lonely and shunned by women
Often i feel really lonely and sad and it leads me to feeeling nostalgic remembering when i actually had love/sex and a relationship

but now i just focus really hard on work and exericse nad ohter stuff so i don think ofi t

Women seemed to hate me when I was young and fullhead, when I was Norwood 2 I had the best time in my life

Now with NW3 diffusing into NW6 my life is no more, especially with mental conditions. Statistics about Aspergers Syndrome and balding men say that I have no place in society and that I must kill myself. Tough sh*t

 

[Feelsbadman]

Women seemed to hate me when I was young and fullhead, when I was Norwood 2 I had the best time in my life

Now with NW3 diffusing into NW6 my life is no more, especially with mental conditions. Statistics about Aspergers Syndrome and balding men say that I have no place in society and that I must kill myself. Tough sh*t

That feel brother

 

[justinbieberscombover]

Sounds like you exercise a lot, do you gain more muscle mass from your efforts?

 

[doubleindemnity]

My opinion... No. You can fight it all you want but there is a void in your life. You could keep up with all the stuff that you're doing until it becomes habit and routine. And then you'll again be complaining about being single and bald. There's no easy way around this.

 

[Feelsbadman]

My opinion... No. You can fight it all you want but there is a void in your life. You could keep up with all the stuff that you're doing until it becomes habit and routine. And then you'll again be complaining about being single and bald. There's no easy way around this.

How do you get rid of the void?

 

[Milkonos]

Toupee yupeeee

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