- Reaction score
- 1,201
I don't even know what' real anymore
growing up i was blue pill and tried to game girls i dont regret this but i knew something was wrong becaue my awkward friend who couldn't talk well would hook up with girls easily (he was 6 ft 4 footballer)
then due to mental health issues i kept to myself for a long time in my early 20's spendin time online learning about red pill then eventually black pill
tinder madde me more focussed on looks thinking its all about looks
women treated me different when i was better looking
but i got a girlfriend and i was toxic and immature *due to years spent online* but so was she, probably worse than me, daddy issues and all that.
Now i don't even know what's real. Literally i got no idea.
growing up i was blue pill and tried to game girls i dont regret this but i knew something was wrong becaue my awkward friend who couldn't talk well would hook up with girls easily (he was 6 ft 4 footballer)
then due to mental health issues i kept to myself for a long time in my early 20's spendin time online learning about red pill then eventually black pill
tinder madde me more focussed on looks thinking its all about looks
women treated me different when i was better looking
but i got a girlfriend and i was toxic and immature *due to years spent online* but so was she, probably worse than me, daddy issues and all that.
Now i don't even know what's real. Literally i got no idea.