Being A Diffuse Thinner Is The Most Subhuman Thing Ever

[Baldingat188]

I am sitting here taking pictures of my hair as usual. Noticing how in certain lights / angles I can see a huge bald spot on my head.

But then it gets really bad - I run my hand through the back of my hair ( thick donor area). I hate feeling how thick it is it makes me feel extremely subhuman . I picture what I would look like with a horseshoe . Godamn is there anything worse then feeling the thin wispy hair on top of your head contrast with that thick dark donor hair?

I want to kill myself right now ... this is such a godamn nightmare. Nothing else in life comes close and don't assume that's cause I've had an easy life. Far from it actually I've had lots of shitty stuff happen but hairloss is by far the worst thing ever at a young age. No - I don't think it's worse then cancer. However it's worse then just about anything else I can think of.

 

[Runninghair]

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[ManinBlack]

Yeah I totally know that feeling. I am going through the same thing. Running my hands through my thinned out hair and having it feel like there is nothing there. And having my curly horseshoe poof out and make my thatch of hair on top look like a combover. It really is sh*t. I was really depressed about it as well this summer and I even thought about killing myself. I even spent 10 days in a mental hospital recovering from a breakdown I had. I have slowly been able to cope and with the help of medication I have gotten so it doesn't bother me as much anymore. Maybe I have just gotten used to it. I mean I still wish I had my hair back but now I am starting to be able to not let the fact that my hair looks like sh*t get me down all the time.

 

[IdealForehead]

I am sitting here taking pictures of my hair as usual. Noticing how in certain lights / angles I can see a huge bald spot on my head.

But then it gets really bad - I run my hand through the back of my hair ( thick donor area). I hate feeling how thick it is it makes me feel extremely subhuman . I picture what I would look like with a horseshoe . Godamn is there anything worse then feeling the thin wispy hair on top of your head contrast with that thick dark donor hair?

I want to kill myself right now ... this is such a godamn nightmare. Nothing else in life comes close and don't assume that's cause I've had an easy life. Far from it actually I've had lots of shitty stuff happen but hairloss is by far the worst thing ever at a young age. No - I don't think it's worse then cancer. However it's worse then just about anything else I can think of.

That's how I felt about my hair loss when I saw deep NW3 thinning. If you really believe it's "worse than anything", then it's worse than the possible side effects of aggressive treatments. That's how I felt. Like if it went further it would be worse than death. And if that's really the case for you too, then there is no reason not to pursue aggressive treatments.

Pretty much all androgenic hair loss can be stopped and partially reversed if you want it bad enough.

Also I find it hilarious that your generic Chad avatar legitimately halos your posts. At first I didn't get it. Now I imagine you as that guy ie. a good natured balding Chad who just needs a bit of help, and darn it I can't help it that I want to help. lol f*****g halo effect. Put an ugly bald guy as your avatar and stop trying to cheat reality.

 

[countjulian]

That's how I felt about my hair loss when I saw deep NW3 thinning. If you really believe it's "worse than anything", then it's worse than the possible side effects of aggressive treatments. That's how I felt. Like if it went further it would be worse than death. And if that's really the case for you too, then there is no reason not to pursue aggressive treatments.

Pretty much all androgenic hair loss can be stopped and partially reversed if you want it bad enough.

Also I find it hilarious that your generic Chad avatar legitimately halos your posts. At first I didn't get it. Now I imagine you as that guy ie. a good natured balding Chad who just needs a bit of help, and darn it I can't help it that I want to help. lol f*****g halo effect. Put an ugly bald guy as your avatar and stop trying to cheat reality.

Did you used to imagine me as Snake Plissken with that beautiful mane?

 

[razzmatazz91]

I have slowly been able to cope and with the help of medication I have gotten so it doesn't bother me as much anymore. Maybe I have just gotten used to it. I mean I still wish I had my hair back but now I am starting to be able to not let the fact that my hair looks like sh*t get me down all the time.

I'd like to be able someday to "get used to it". That's the advice an honest shrink gave me. Life isn't going to be good especially in my 20s. I just don't want to make it worse than it is. Depressed the hell out of me that I have post the ability... Biologically speaking... To be as happy as I want to, but I'm just thinking of next steps ATM

 

[Baldingat188]

That's how I felt about my hair loss when I saw deep NW3 thinning. If you really believe it's "worse than anything", then it's worse than the possible side effects of aggressive treatments. That's how I felt. Like if it went further it would be worse than death. And if that's really the case for you too, then there is no reason not to pursue aggressive treatments.

Pretty much all androgenic hair loss can be stopped and partially reversed if you want it bad enough.

Also I find it hilarious that your generic Chad avatar legitimately halos your posts. At first I didn't get it. Now I imagine you as that guy ie. a good natured balding Chad who just needs a bit of help, and darn it I can't help it that I want to help. lol f*****g halo effect. Put an ugly bald guy as your avatar and stop trying to cheat reality.

Yea I'm on finasteride , I kinda want to get on duta though because I have a baby face and would probly never leave my house if I was bald.

Also the comment about my avatar lmao that's pretty fun man .

 

[Baldingat188]

Yeah I totally know that feeling. I am going through the same thing. Running my hands through my thinned out hair and having it feel like there is nothing there. And having my curly horseshoe poof out and make my thatch of hair on top look like a combover. It really is sh*t. I was really depressed about it as well this summer and I even thought about killing myself. I even spent 10 days in a mental hospital recovering from a breakdown I had. I have slowly been able to cope and with the help of medication I have gotten so it doesn't bother me as much anymore. Maybe I have just gotten used to it. I mean I still wish I had my hair back but now I am starting to be able to not let the fact that my hair looks like sh*t get me down all the time.

It's so hard not to let it get you down. I have identified I have a serious problem as I check my hair about 200 times per day- but I don't even want to fix this problem . I want to fix my damn hair and then I feel the problem will fix itself. Idk I just feel this is something I could never accept.

 

[hanginginthewire]

Agreed OP. I see shaved head or otherwise balding men who I somewhat ENVY. The diffused rats nest is the worst. Subhuman is the perfect description.

 

[PappinAce]

diffused bird’s nest = beautiful. just lay eggs in it brah!

 

[shookwun]

diffuse is the asbolute worst, which tends to accompany the decaying ghoul appearance.

balding with good density is graceful in comparison. i.e NW3 with thick density

 

[Baldingat188]

diffuse is the asbolute worst, which tends to accompany the decaying ghoul appearance.

balding with good density is graceful in comparison. i.e NW3 with thick density

Did you get density transplants ?

Is there any hope on the transplant front for someone diffusing in nw6 pattern?

 

[UberBaldaten]

Spraying tons of minoxidil on my hair makes it look like I'm thicc fullhead... Until light hits me.