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Hey all, i am 19 years old and have been balding since 14 ( almost norwood 3 ) and for me personally has been one of the hardest things ive ever had to deal with in my life. I tried out finasteride, which only accelerated my loss and now im wondering why i even bothered in the first place. Life these last few years has not been good, ive went through bouts of self harm and hate which ultimately landed me on anti depressants and a very small circle of friends which i dont even see anymore. I spend almost every day alone and im on the verge of losing my girlfriend ( probably due to my hairloss ) Hair loss and crippling anxiety seem to go hand in hand and have ruled my life for years now to the point of which sometimes i wish i wouldn't wake up. Sleep is scarce and when i get some its always a nightmare ( ironically about being bald sometimes )
Its gotten so bad ive dropped out of college, stop pursuing my dreams and just put my entire life on hold. The worst part is none of this would be happening to me if i got my fathers hair genes ( my brother did ) but i lucked out and got my mothers, which all her 3 brothers went bald in their early to mid twenties. Combine that with fine hair and you've got a visual disaster. If i want to conceal my loss i have to tilt my head to the side so the fringe sweeps over my forehead, but once the wind gets me its on display for all to see. The only cure for me would be a hair piece, but then people would laugh.. i cant do bald, my forehead is huge and so is my head ( very few hats even fit on my head comfortably ), combine that with skinny fat and a shameful inability to gain muscle and you've got one severely depressed guy.
Im writing this not so much for my own release, but for alot of other guys upset about balding. It sucks whatever age you are, but just breathe a sigh of relief that you aren't in my shoes. Hair loss has literally ruined my life and its not really even began yet. Sorry for the depressing post but i really needed that off my chest
Its gotten so bad ive dropped out of college, stop pursuing my dreams and just put my entire life on hold. The worst part is none of this would be happening to me if i got my fathers hair genes ( my brother did ) but i lucked out and got my mothers, which all her 3 brothers went bald in their early to mid twenties. Combine that with fine hair and you've got a visual disaster. If i want to conceal my loss i have to tilt my head to the side so the fringe sweeps over my forehead, but once the wind gets me its on display for all to see. The only cure for me would be a hair piece, but then people would laugh.. i cant do bald, my forehead is huge and so is my head ( very few hats even fit on my head comfortably ), combine that with skinny fat and a shameful inability to gain muscle and you've got one severely depressed guy.
Im writing this not so much for my own release, but for alot of other guys upset about balding. It sucks whatever age you are, but just breathe a sigh of relief that you aren't in my shoes. Hair loss has literally ruined my life and its not really even began yet. Sorry for the depressing post but i really needed that off my chest