every year it keeps getting progressively worse

[Caillou]

I look back even on my teenage years when i was balding as a teen and i can't help but miss those days to some extent. They weren't the best, or even good at all by many people's standards. But they still were considerably better than now. I felt more alive and had some good moments occasionally even if scarce

But every year i get emptier, more lonely and more hollow on the inside. There's literally nothing for me to do, or nothing that i want to do. No hope for the future or looking forward to it. Other than my family i absolutely see no reason to keep living

 

[Feelsbadman]

I know this feeling, this is why i miss my ex sometimes really badly, I don't actually miss her in the sense iwant a relationship with her right now I just miss that time a few yearsago when i had hair, i looked good and was fulll of energy (high androgens)...

we would have sex, and i'd c*m so hard and she would play with my hair i was full of life, motivation etc

Now i'm just an empty shell, passing time till i die, like you, nothing to really live for

 

[disfiguredyoungman]

Everything changes. Sometimes drastically and fast and for the better. It doesn't have to stay this way forever. Either way it will be different at some point, one way or the other.

 

[Caillou]

Do you have any hobbies or special interests?

But to be fair what you're feeling is normal when growing older I think.

I'm thinking about getting into music and learning to play a couple of instruments or something. I also kinda like working out

I don't think i'm normal though. I'm only 21 yet i mentally feel like i'm 60

 

[KevinEdEddEddy]

Idk how about you but mentally disturbed people age faster. I am losing my steam as we speak and tbh living to 30 years of age sometimes feels impossible

I don't think i'm normal though. I'm only 21 yet i mentally feel like i'm 60