I am so depressed today,the girl who i liked from all my heart is getting married to some other guy..
Feeling so weak..so bad.
As a nw6. I knew it was impossible to impress her.
But i took a dare..i knew her as she was daughter of friend of my dad..
When she first had i chat with me..
She was so impressed with me.
But when she saw my hairs. Her interest fall down..
But she was still with me..but with less likeness in her heart..
I said i will look better..after hair transplant but she said dont do it..
But told her friend i look bad..
She chose a Doctor who is 10 years older than her..not stunner looking but without any flaw..
That guy is my distant relative..my distant cousin..but she didnot knew that..
It was her arrange marriage..
I gave 3 years of my life..got nothing but humiliation only..
Just rejection...
Its not am bad person...but i am really not like someone who will be socially acceptable..because she was 22 and i even am 28 look like 35 or more..
This guy is 33 right now..
Marriage is not a bonding of two people..
But of two families..
I accept i cannot be accepted by all..
Atleast young girlls..
And there over expecting parents and families..
Feeling so low..
Feeling so weak..so bad.
As a nw6. I knew it was impossible to impress her.
But i took a dare..i knew her as she was daughter of friend of my dad..
When she first had i chat with me..
She was so impressed with me.
But when she saw my hairs. Her interest fall down..
But she was still with me..but with less likeness in her heart..
I said i will look better..after hair transplant but she said dont do it..
But told her friend i look bad..
She chose a Doctor who is 10 years older than her..not stunner looking but without any flaw..
That guy is my distant relative..my distant cousin..but she didnot knew that..
It was her arrange marriage..
I gave 3 years of my life..got nothing but humiliation only..
Just rejection...
Its not am bad person...but i am really not like someone who will be socially acceptable..because she was 22 and i even am 28 look like 35 or more..
This guy is 33 right now..
Marriage is not a bonding of two people..
But of two families..
I accept i cannot be accepted by all..
Atleast young girlls..
And there over expecting parents and families..
Feeling so low..