LastSamurai
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My hairloss keeps seemingly getting worse, which is not surprising or even worth mentioning.
I got to a point - and I know other forum members know exactly what I mean - that when I look in the mirror, I hate what I see. I hate my shitty hairline so much, I can't stand it. I can't stand the way it just doesn't look right, I can't explain it fully, but its like looking at a jigsaw trying to work out why your aesthetics look so poor and the reality is its just your hairline that makes you look like that.
Which is hard to take, to be honest. Very hard to take. Just the hair on your head is robbing you of how you look, or used to look.
Short of going completely bald, my only choice right now is to continue to get these ultra short sides like some sort of army cut and hope it hides it. To be honest it usually looks better for about 5 days, then it starts to look messy again. My sideburns are curly and thick, and it really throws off the rest of my face given how fast my sideburns grow.
The cycle is torture: go to the barbers, and hope to God that this cut will look OK, that you won't look too bald, that your barber/hairdresser will roughly get the look you are going for and that everything will be OK. Then, if you are lucky, and you have a better cut then expected, you look good for a week or so, even though your ears stick out and you feel like you are in the military. Then the sideburns begin to grow again, your hair starts to look shitty, your recession starts to look more obvious and you begin to feel more ugly by the day. Then the whole process starts again. Urrggghhh.
I'm half thinking of going to a proper turkish barbers, there was a guy who used to cut my hair well. He puts love into his haircuts and was always a wise, professional man. I might go in their and ask him to buz my hair down, maybe do a one on the sides and a two/three up top and see how I look. f*** it. As weird as it might be to say, I sort of feel more solace getting it done in a real barbers shop, and having it done by a professional barber. That would be a good way to go out (and yes - this is the symbolic death of my hair). At least I can sit there and just relax and then bang, it's done.
I'm seriously f*****g tired of looking at my sh*t hair everyday. Being a shaved head guy is the only option now.
Maybe f*****g SMP when the time comes. f*****g mad right now with how fucked this is. Salute to my balding brothers, we're in this f*****g heap together. Good luck to you all.
I got to a point - and I know other forum members know exactly what I mean - that when I look in the mirror, I hate what I see. I hate my shitty hairline so much, I can't stand it. I can't stand the way it just doesn't look right, I can't explain it fully, but its like looking at a jigsaw trying to work out why your aesthetics look so poor and the reality is its just your hairline that makes you look like that.
Which is hard to take, to be honest. Very hard to take. Just the hair on your head is robbing you of how you look, or used to look.
Short of going completely bald, my only choice right now is to continue to get these ultra short sides like some sort of army cut and hope it hides it. To be honest it usually looks better for about 5 days, then it starts to look messy again. My sideburns are curly and thick, and it really throws off the rest of my face given how fast my sideburns grow.
The cycle is torture: go to the barbers, and hope to God that this cut will look OK, that you won't look too bald, that your barber/hairdresser will roughly get the look you are going for and that everything will be OK. Then, if you are lucky, and you have a better cut then expected, you look good for a week or so, even though your ears stick out and you feel like you are in the military. Then the sideburns begin to grow again, your hair starts to look shitty, your recession starts to look more obvious and you begin to feel more ugly by the day. Then the whole process starts again. Urrggghhh.
I'm half thinking of going to a proper turkish barbers, there was a guy who used to cut my hair well. He puts love into his haircuts and was always a wise, professional man. I might go in their and ask him to buz my hair down, maybe do a one on the sides and a two/three up top and see how I look. f*** it. As weird as it might be to say, I sort of feel more solace getting it done in a real barbers shop, and having it done by a professional barber. That would be a good way to go out (and yes - this is the symbolic death of my hair). At least I can sit there and just relax and then bang, it's done.
I'm seriously f*****g tired of looking at my sh*t hair everyday. Being a shaved head guy is the only option now.
Maybe f*****g SMP when the time comes. f*****g mad right now with how fucked this is. Salute to my balding brothers, we're in this f*****g heap together. Good luck to you all.
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