Hair dominated all my life and it is the only thing I think of

[KevinEdEddEddy]

I know you will think that this is a bait, but nothing I will write here is fake.

-I am probably failing my college, can't bother because I think of hair
-I think of people with hair more worthy to be in society even if they are criminals or sth, they seem to fit more than me idk
-I spent all day posting here
-I spent at least an hour looking at my hair today
-I am always depressed because it is impossible to not see myself in mirror or even reflection
-I gave up on finding anyone, I always imagine they reject me brutally so why even bother
-I drink so I don't think about hair, I think about them even more
-I can't imagine myself getting a job or being 25 anymore
-I became truly bitter and isolated from everyone and may end up on antidepressants showing world how miserable I truly am
-I imagine all the people I do not like laughing at my hairloss like there is no tomorrow; because the person they hate is miserable
-I truly believe that my life is over, I have no interest in anything besides wallowing in my misery
-I am a huge Superman fan, my heart is aching when I see people trashing Henry Cavill for balding
-I am punching walls because I have literally no one to talk about my pain: my parents act like it is not happening, my therapist says sh*t like 'its just hair' when I am a circus freak tier balding, my friends are not interested in talking about my hair. My father gaslights me saying that I think only about myself and it is very hard not to think about yourself when you literally hate your own appearance
-I have frequent fantasies where I peel my flesh off to bones resulting in violent and slow death, out of sheer hatred I have for my hair
-I feel like there is no place for me in my social circles because of guilt and shame I face when everyone just looks presentable and I look I sh*t no matter the hairstyle or treatment
-I feel disgust when looking at myself be it in mirrors, photos, anywhere. I just can't cope with the fact that this is me
-I feel severe loss of identity, feeling I belong truly nowhere in this world, because I look very old and am very young. This shame has stopped me from attending to events
-I bottle up the negative emotions in me, because I am expected to take it like a man and not complain, so if I complain about something that was not supposed to happen, I am automatically effeminate and weak, depressing me even more
-I consider myself nothing more than a disgusting freak so I lost my desire to even talk to people, I imagine only they are offended by my presence and will not listen anyway.

If you read all of these, thank you. That is more than 80% of people would do.

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

I know you will think that this is a bait, but nothing I will write here is fake.

-I am probably failing my college, can't bother because I think of hair
-I think of people with hair more worthy to be in society even if they are criminals or sth, they seem to fit more than me idk
-I spent all day posting here
-I spent at least an hour looking at my hair today
-I am always depressed because it is impossible to not see myself in mirror or even reflection
-I gave up on finding anyone, I always imagine they reject me brutally so why even bother
-I drink so I don't think about hair, I think about them even more
-I can't imagine myself getting a job or being 25 anymore
-I became truly bitter and isolated from everyone and may end up on antidepressants showing world how miserable I truly am
-I imagine all the people I do not like laughing at my hairloss like there is no tomorrow; because the person they hate is miserable
-I truly believe that my life is over, I have no interest in anything besides wallowing in my misery
-I am a huge Superman fan, my heart is aching when I see people trashing Henry Cavill for balding
-I am punching walls because I have literally no one to talk about my pain: my parents act like it is not happening, my therapist says sh*t like 'its just hair' when I am a circus freak tier balding, my friends are not interested in talking about my hair. My father gaslights me saying that I think only about myself and it is very hard not to think about yourself when you literally hate your own appearance
-I have frequent fantasies where I peel my flesh off to bones resulting in violent and slow death, out of sheer hatred I have for my hair
-I feel like there is no place for me in my social circles because of guilt and shame I face when everyone just looks presentable and I look I sh*t no matter the hairstyle or treatment
-I feel disgust when looking at myself be it in mirrors, photos, anywhere. I just can't cope with the fact that this is me
-I feel severe loss of identity, feeling I belong truly nowhere in this world, because I look very old and am very young. This shame has stopped me from attending to events
-I bottle up the negative emotions in me, because I am expected to take it like a man and not complain, so if I complain about something that was not supposed to happen, I am automatically effeminate and weak, depressing me even more
-I consider myself nothing more than a disgusting freak so I lost my desire to even talk to people, I imagine only they are offended by my presence and will not listen anyway.

If you read all of these, thank you. That is more than 80% of people would do.

On a light-hearted note, I agreed with you about Cavill and I can't ever not notice. Superman needs superhair although hair like Cavill's is often seen as avuncular more than actual baldness but we know the truth. I have always wanted hair like Tarzan's or Nightwing in his better moments.

You can contact me or text if you want. I love HBOMax as I digest all of the animated movies and shows. I don't like Marvel Comics, just Spider-man and the New Mutants, back in 1983.

I have answers but you might not like the questions but hair loss/gender is on a continuum from male to female but also from white/Arab/Asian/Siberian/Inuit/Native American/native dark skinned African as also a continnum. Surprisingly or not, races that are seen as more feminine in some ways, have far less baldness if any baldness at all. Asian MtF's are often said to pass easily as well as Native American ones.

I would shoot for being as attractive as possible given your psychological constraints as a big tough XY who would otherwise opt to be out there slaying. Anything is better than what you mention. I have had my toe cartilage stretched and hurting from crouching on a vanity to check my hair in my mirror scores of times a day and often for scores of minutes each time. Now I brush and comb my hair many times a day since I don't have the fear about my hair loss in the crown where maddeningly or not, I could never see it from the front. Three-ways at Target are what you should be having instead of profound chagrin from seeing your bald spot in bad lighting in three different mirrors and from behind? I won't say don't let this destroy your life because of course it will and it does. I see a therapist weekly not for any mental illness<winks? but more so to have someone laud my newly-abundant locks and pump me up. See, now I know that my mirrors at home work fine, I have stopped writing mirror manufacturers and complaining about how anti-bald such companies are. See, I have seen it now in reverse and that's making all of the rest worth it.

Janey

Janey

 

[Templah]

Same but I am also short ,have a feminine face and jaw recession

 

[Caillou]

Theres no way to cope

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

Same but I am also short ,have a feminine face and jaw recession

I get the so-called masseter botox reduction on both sides of the jaw. Men's faces and chewing muscles and hair near the neck can all be subject to tension causing worse hair loss outcomes. It also makes my face slimmer and have more of that lean sort of look that I like on the stubble guys but not beard guys usually. Stubble makes an attractive male face look younger and more attractive but big giant beards scream Hassidic Jew, mountain man or psychotic on the loose if they lack density and with great density, they square off a face and make it less attractive. All of these aspects go into creating our own look that at least minimizes distractions like baldness.

 

[Templah]

I get the so-called masseter botox reduction on both sides of the jaw. Men's faces and chewing muscles and hair near the neck can all be subject to tension causing worse hair loss outcomes. It also makes my face slimmer and have more of that lean sort of look that I like on the stubble guys but not beard guys usually. Stubble makes an attractive male face look younger and more attractive but big giant beards scream Hassidic Jew, mountain man or psychotic on the loose if they lack density and with great density, they square off a face and make it less attractive. All of these aspects go into creating our own look that at least minimizes distractions like baldness.

I clean shave because stubble simply looks dirty on me if you know what I mean, It isn't dense enough maybe. Beard shadow looks the best. I don't know this chewing muscle stuff but I have neck pain because from my forward posture all the time. I wonder if this is related to the retrograde alopecia.
I need hair so I can pull off the pretty boy look again.

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

I clean shave because stubble simply looks dirty on me if you know what I mean, It isn't dense enough maybe. Beard shadow looks the best. I don't know this chewing muscle stuff but I have neck pain because from my forward posture all the time. I wonder if this is related to the retrograde alopecia.
I need hair so I can pull off the pretty boy look again.

Yes. It might be related to diffuse thinning or dupa and who knows, Telogen Effluvium if it ever actually takes place in people who eat and stuff. They idea found on Rob Winter's site perfecthairhealth might also be related to bruxism perhaps as a cause for Telogen Effluvium or hair loss. We all know that bruxism feels unhealthy if a medication causes that like ADD meds can at times. We also know that in MtF's all tissue except bone might be re-matrixed into different tissue, called 2nd puberty tissue and it's like the skin of females and children. There might be more than one type of scalp tension in fact, with one more focused on the crown, the other, and most tightly focused being on the temples and then the fringe area seems to have lessened blood supply or something, making it wispier in character and also a bit more kinked for many XY's.

 

[Templah]

Yes. It might be related to diffuse thinning or dupa and who knows, Telogen Effluvium if it ever actually takes place in people who eat and stuff. They idea found on Rob Winter's site perfecthairhealth might also be related to bruxism perhaps as a cause for Telogen Effluvium or hair loss. We all know that bruxism feels unhealthy if a medication causes that like ADD meds can at times. We also know that in MtF's all tissue except bone might be re-matrixed into different tissue, called 2nd puberty tissue and it's like the skin of females and children. There might be more than one type of scalp tension in fact, with one more focused on the crown, the other, and most tightly focused being on the temples and then the fringe area seems to have lessened blood supply or something, making it wispier in character and also a bit more kinked for many XY's.

I have a surgery scar, kind of like a fut scar but deeper as my head was literally cut open. It's on the front parralel and behind the hairline and revealed at the temples by now, reaches from one ear to the other. I always feel tension around the scar and pretty much all of my hairloss is in front of it. I feel that it might have accelerated my hairloss to some extend. The good part is, my scar tells me how far my hairline has receded

I hope duta/finasteride can stop neck recession, couldn't find any info on it

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

I have a surgery scar, kind of like a fut scar but deeper as my head was literally cut open. It's on the front parralel and behind the hairline and revealed at the temples by now, reaches from one ear to the other. I always feel tension around the scar and pretty much all of my hairloss is in front of it. I feel that it might have accelerated my hairloss to some extend. The good part is, my scar tells me how far my hairline has receded

I hope duta/finasteride can stop neck recession, couldn't find any info on it

Microneedling has had amazing effects on my scalp related to regrowth/restoration and scar reduction. When I first started, every single time, there were numerous scabs on top of my head as the grafts then would sit more and more flush. I think even placement remedies are possible via microneedling mean that as it promotes perfect integration, cross talk among follicles might orient all hairs again back to the standard at birth while also rejuvenating them via induction of collagen and stem cells. It's like had we heard in fairy tales that using a medieval torture device just on scalp cured baldness, we would ascribe it to superstition or stupidity.

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

I have a surgery scar, kind of like a fut scar but deeper as my head was literally cut open. It's on the front parralel and behind the hairline and revealed at the temples by now, reaches from one ear to the other. I always feel tension around the scar and pretty much all of my hairloss is in front of it. I feel that it might have accelerated my hairloss to some extend. The good part is, my scar tells me how far my hairline has receded

I hope duta/finasteride can stop neck recession, couldn't find any info on it

What is neck recession exactly? Females can put a lot of pressure upon one's ahem, neck.

 

[Templah]

What is neck recession exactly? Females can put a lot of pressure upon one's ahem, neck.

I was referring to retrograde alopecia ,neck hair recession XD

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

I was referring to retrograde alopecia ,neck hair recession XD

I think I have that too but many females seem to have this pattern at the nape of the neck. For guys, this area is viewed like back sideburns. They tend to be coarse and rough so we have them removed usually maybe even with long hair but females keep them. I am going from more of a male-DUPA to a female one but it makes it take a long time before the area is covered and because the area might be stretched, the hair might not be equal on all sides. It actually has a grain to it in terms of brushing with most of one side going forward and then on the left side, less hair is available in the right grain if you will to comb forwards. I can't cut it because it's hard yet to cut it levelly with my Washington Nats hair-cutting cap and it looks sort of like I am outgrowing a mullet which I suppose is the case since I always had a mullet from 22 to 55 before David Bowie cha-changes.... I feel like an observer of chimps in many ways as I chronicle male baldness and it's cure among uncouth primate species both in my mirror and by reading the accounts of others.

 

[KevinEdEddEddy]

Theres no way to cope

That is the worst thing, I literally cannot cope in any form because even when LDARing behind computer monitor, I still see my face

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

That is the worst thing, I literally cannot cope in any form because even when LDARing behind computer monitor, I still see my face

That's why one guy complained after changing direction on everybody and then claiming that he needed support and not reality but that was reality, dude and nobody pats you on the back except Mother and she also tells you that "women love bald" just like Terry Bradshaw was told by Florence Henderson, rip and her daughters, Marcia, Jane, oops, Jan and Cindy would never been seen with a bald guy and all of the boys except Bobby had permanents, including the Shakespearean-trained father who was gay in real life, to make their hair curlier. Bobby would later suffer a terrible crash in his career as a race car driver but he still had his bangs in front to comfort him on the New Brady's which last only two years not five years like the Brady Bunch or one year like the variety show or the cartoon. I was in love with Cindy without the braids and Jan refused to be in the variety show since she had made one movie in the interim and saw herself as better. It's all shown in the Simpsons as is Dimoxidil and it's maddening properties topically speaking, of being spilled by Bart. They now cover tranny hair meds by insurance, though Homer, and you already put on the dress to mow the lawn in unison with Flanders and what a striking male he was and Wille too but Homer was effete and bald and right-handed and you know that right hands do the devil's work by causing both hair loss and orgasms sigh. Bart and one of the Flanders' sons understood Zen Buddhism so they desisted but Homer was out for humiliation for Flanders and without caring if he was a bald guy dying wearing a dress like Janey used to be. You can learn a lot watching American television about baldness, not to mention evaluating Paul Reiser's system that was far too low in front and in the temples every week before Friends and Seinfeld as the slots juggled about.

Everything I know about systems comes from George Costanza and Jon Lovitz from that time period and Lovitz was on both Seinfeld and Friends with more hair than virtually any of you sport now so they focused on making him a lovable cannabis user on Friends since baldness was a Larry David theme as well as the Jewish insecurity about hair loss and yes, the answer to yesterday's question about whether one might accept $660,000,000 dollars to be bald milquetoast like Larry and no, nobody is more of a loser than Mr. David and I could put up his Bozo the Clown pics from his early days but people have asked me to write more and post pics less so I get that....