How do you get over the past? ?

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I was thinking back to my early 20s there was this cute girl that was into me
we even made out but i was too pussy to anything further
i feel so bad

now i got to ducking literally pay w****s to make out with me and i got all these sores on my lips aftee last time

i wish i was dead
 
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I was thinking back to my early 20s there was this cute girl that was into me
we even made out but i was too pussy to anything further
i feel so bad

now i got to ducking literally pay w****s to make out with me and i got all these sores on my lips aftee last time

i wish i was dead

Could be worse, could be omnicron
 

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I was thinking back to my early 20s there was this cute girl that was into me
we even made out but i was too pussy to anything further
i feel so bad

now i got to ducking literally pay w****s to make out with me and i got all these sores on my lips aftee last time

i wish i was dead
Dont be so down buddy,things will get better.
 

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You're still doing better than this poor nw7. Baldness + lack of confidence

seems like a decent guy, he probably should hit the gym and to be honest he’s had opportunities to have sex but didn’t penetrate - self inflicted
 

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They lie, they lie. It will never be better, because you will get older not younger. You will get balder not fuller. Finasteride and time will strip all humanity from you, and even in the extraordinary chance that you find a beautiful woman to love you, you will never feel as you once did.

Cherish the past for what it was, and accept your reality/make the best of it. Hell if you reach Norwood 4 there's not even a point to be on finasteride anymore, so if that's the case get off it and enjoy life a little better.

Some of these people would say to you that nobody should go through with black plans to end their reality. I say that you find out who you really are, and you will only know that towards the end. I tried thrice I think, the first two I got lucky, and the most recent one I had the choice. Jump into an 8-story deep crevasse far up north, or go back. I realized then how much i really wanted a hot pizza, hungry and stranded as I was. We really take some things for granted, and with your hyperfocus on women no doubt you do too
yea this is why im depressed ill never be that young full head of hair high androgen male
 

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yea this is why im depressed ill never be that young full head of hair high androgen male
You dont know that.New treatments are coming up thats why i am hopeful.I refuse to be around negative people because i get depressed myself.You ve got to hope.I really think something is cooking
 

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Only reason I'm hopeful is because I'm NW1 with diffuse but I think he is NW3. I'd have a hard time feeling hopeful at that rate, that particular cure might still be aways away
i think finasteride is causing me depression i feel so god dam tired all the time
 

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i think finasteride is causing me depression i feel so god dam tired all the time
Generally depression stems from combination of predisposed genetic trait's.

You have been a member on this forum for over 6 years, while I don't have time to flick though all your posts from several years ago, every post I've ever read of yours, reads as though it comes from a man that possess those traits.

Whether you feel that has got worse in the 8 months or so that you have been on it I don't know,

but in your case , the precursor for displaying susceptibility to depression has certainly been visible for a vey long time.
 

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Not that this going to mean much to your situation,

When I was a child, I was pretty much a 9 or 10 in the looks department, I had job offers to be child model, magazine advertising, catalogue shoots etc. , which I all turned down because I felt it was uncool, girls used to walk up to me asking to be my girlfriend, and because my parents teased me over their interest, I turned them down to.

From about 13 onwards a combination of teenage skin, growth spurts and a mature hairline at 16 led to what can only be described as the Macaulay Culkin effect, and like most people I had turned into an average an unremarkable looking adult.

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The 20 year old you no longer exists,

I wasted a lot of my teens being bitter, and wishing I was @minichad again, but at some point you got to just man up and move forward with what you got, instead of endlessly reflecting about the past.

R.I.P @MiniChadLife
there aint no future for me though
i wish i was dead
 

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It’s common sense that you don’t make out with prostitutes. The sores around your mouth…… those are forever. They will keep coming back. If being short and balding wasn’t bad enough, You’ve just added another flaw to yourself.
Stop dwelling on the past.
 

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I was thinking back to my early 20s there was this cute girl that was into me
we even made out but i was too pussy to anything further
i feel so bad

now i got to ducking literally pay w****s to make out with me and i got all these sores on my lips aftee last time

i wish i was dead
Bro, if I could put together all the women that liked me but I was too shy/had sh*t game or confidence and failed with them in my youth, I think I could make a woman football team of first squad + substitutes.
 

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You suffer from a severe form of oneitis. It's a common illness among sub 5 men. Chad's and high tier normies have too many options to obsess about 1 woman.
Even good looking men have oneitis for that amazing woman that they lost.
Doesnt matter if they f*** numerous other women.
 

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You suffer from a severe form of oneitis. It's a common illness among sub 5 men. Chad's and high tier normies have too many options to obsess about 1 woman.
i wish it would go away i still have dreams about this one girl.
its misery
at least chads can distrsct themselves with other girls
 
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