shootingguard
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My hair started thinning by 19 (I'm 21 now), and life's been hell ever since. I used to love playing basketball and now can't even bother going to the rec centre for pickup because I'm so embarrassed.
Now, I also literally don't leave the house unless I'm wearing a hat (this means out with friends, school, errands, etc.). I guess nobody says anything because I always was a hat person (not as much as now, unfortunately).
And now I find myself always staring at other guys' hair and comparing. If I'm on the subway and see some dude with a full head of hair, it makes me so mad. I mean I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore...
Finally, and probably the most important, no girl would go out with me...we all know they only care about looks and money, so looks like I'll have to wait until I'm a successful business man. Which sucks, because my hair loss is affecting my outlook on my career as well.
Every day is miserable and I owe it all to m hair loss. I can't even imagine how much better my life would be with a full head of hair, its unfathomable. For the longest time I felt like killing myself but didn't want to because I didn't want people thinking I was an emo pussy. Then I read that lots of men kill themselves before 30 so I felt better about going through with it, but I don't really want to...maybe I'll just move to Japan where nobody knows me.
Anyways, that's my sad story. Don't know why it had to happen to me instead of some a**h** with a full head of hair. Feels good getting it out, but I know I'm going to feel like sh*t tomorrow :sobbing:
Now, I also literally don't leave the house unless I'm wearing a hat (this means out with friends, school, errands, etc.). I guess nobody says anything because I always was a hat person (not as much as now, unfortunately).
And now I find myself always staring at other guys' hair and comparing. If I'm on the subway and see some dude with a full head of hair, it makes me so mad. I mean I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore...
Finally, and probably the most important, no girl would go out with me...we all know they only care about looks and money, so looks like I'll have to wait until I'm a successful business man. Which sucks, because my hair loss is affecting my outlook on my career as well.
Every day is miserable and I owe it all to m hair loss. I can't even imagine how much better my life would be with a full head of hair, its unfathomable. For the longest time I felt like killing myself but didn't want to because I didn't want people thinking I was an emo pussy. Then I read that lots of men kill themselves before 30 so I felt better about going through with it, but I don't really want to...maybe I'll just move to Japan where nobody knows me.
Anyways, that's my sad story. Don't know why it had to happen to me instead of some a**h** with a full head of hair. Feels good getting it out, but I know I'm going to feel like sh*t tomorrow :sobbing: