I am someone who has a lot of ambition. Maybe not the ability to always get where I want to go, But I certainly have the ambition. Through my early 20s is when that was at its highest. Then I start I started to notice patterns and how one thing can ultimately lead to another. And I don't mean good things. So you start to reduce what you do to avoid the bad until you are doing nothing with your life.
I have ADHD and I been struggling with that a while, even before I knew I had it. It has affected so much in my life to the point I can't focus. And I have come to a realise that exercise does help clear my head a lot. Although doing it very sparing. But I also know that a 1 workout for me for damaging to my desire to keep my hair. and in turn my confidence. I have noticed receding to be much higher when I exercise. To the point where I stopped doing it. And in turn my ADHD got worse. And trying to find other methods failed.
Course I have tried 85% of the DHT blockers and minoxidil that exist and they don't help. they make it even worse. I think I tried for so long that I have become more sensitive to DHT or testosterone in general. I feel a little mentally and physically damaged by my time using topicals and DHT blockers tbh. I started it thinking I had something to work towards to balance my life better but that has been taken away for a while now with only one acceptance or another left.
So it feels like just a cicle of no win. Just trying and failing.
I have ADHD and I been struggling with that a while, even before I knew I had it. It has affected so much in my life to the point I can't focus. And I have come to a realise that exercise does help clear my head a lot. Although doing it very sparing. But I also know that a 1 workout for me for damaging to my desire to keep my hair. and in turn my confidence. I have noticed receding to be much higher when I exercise. To the point where I stopped doing it. And in turn my ADHD got worse. And trying to find other methods failed.
Course I have tried 85% of the DHT blockers and minoxidil that exist and they don't help. they make it even worse. I think I tried for so long that I have become more sensitive to DHT or testosterone in general. I feel a little mentally and physically damaged by my time using topicals and DHT blockers tbh. I started it thinking I had something to work towards to balance my life better but that has been taken away for a while now with only one acceptance or another left.
So it feels like just a cicle of no win. Just trying and failing.
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