I do not consider myself human anymore

[KevinEdEddEddy]

Everyone looks better and I am just some subhuman looking 40 at 20, life of everyone at 20 starts meanwhile my has already ended. Being constantly called old man or grandpa or f*****g creep was so getting to me I just do not bother anymore. This f*****g society does not want me and for a good reason. It's good that I am to be exiled and spit out of healthy society because I am not needed. I look at stereotypical man or woman and ask myself; what is the difference between us? They are better than me for sure; I am worthless scum who should be thrown into acid so nothing remains... They have the permit to live life, whereas I do not. It's disgusting to see me in public so I want to spare this horror to people who do not want to puke at the sight of me and do not go out

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

Everyone looks better and I am just some subhuman looking 40 at 20, life of everyone at 20 starts meanwhile my has already ended. Being constantly called old man or grandpa or f*****g creep was so getting to me I just do not bother anymore. This f*****g society does not want me and for a good reason. It's good that I am to be exiled and spit out of healthy society because I am not needed. I look at stereotypical man or woman and ask myself; what is the difference between us? They are better than me for sure; I am worthless scum who should be thrown into acid so nothing remains... They have the permit to live life, whereas I do not. It's disgusting to see me in public so I want to spare this horror to people who do not want to puke at the sight of me and do not go out

So what are you going to do about it? If your life is as bad as you say then you might as well go on meds that work. 20's pretty young and you might get regrowth for a while. finasteride often stops baldness entirely. Microneedling and estrogen and oral min can vastly improve hair outcomes or do you just want to mope and declare yourself sub-human? I know what that feels like because I was like that for years when frankly my hair loss and dermatitis ruined the balance of the marriage and I couldn't take her being all of sudden hotter than I was since I was better looking in high school. I lost everything except the time to figure out what I wanted and to study this and transition extensively to see what works and what does what. Some guys decide on body building to Propecia themselves up but I always preferred something softer and there is the option of HRT meds which at least theoretically or in tandem, actually can restore juvenile hair lines and there's nothing else remotely close to this in terms of authenticity but the breast growth is highly noticeable as well and quite authentic after several years and that's the risk, along with losing most interest in sex but looking better is it's own aphrodisiac and I have much more in terms of options now at least with chicks who don't need to be thudded relentlessly for 45 minutes and most chicks are asleep after 20 minutes top. Anyway, breasts grow on you after a while says Janey.

 

[KevinEdEddEddy]

So what are you going to do about it? If your life is as bad as you say then you might as well go on meds that work. 20's pretty young and you might get regrowth for a while. finasteride often stops baldness entirely. Microneedling and estrogen and oral min can vastly improve hair outcomes or do you just want to mope and declare yourself sub-human? I know what that feels like because I was like that for years when frankly my hair loss and dermatitis ruined the balance of the marriage and I couldn't take her being all of sudden hotter than I was since I was better looking in high school. I lost everything except the time to figure out what I wanted and to study this and transition extensively to see what works and what does what. Some guys decide on body building to Propecia themselves up but I always preferred something softer and there is the option of HRT meds which at least theoretically or in tandem, actually can restore juvenile hair lines and there's nothing else remotely close to this in terms of authenticity but the breast growth is highly noticeable as well and quite authentic after several years and that's the risk, along with losing most interest in sex but looking better is it's own aphrodisiac and I have much more in terms of options now at least with chicks who don't need to be thudded relentlessly for 45 minutes and most chicks are asleep after 20 minutes top. Anyway, breasts grow on you after a while says Janey.

Well hairloss isn't my only problem, it makes everything even worse but I think I would be doomed even without it as I have extreme body dysphoria; I hate every single flaw in my body there is, with hairloss magnifying it very much. My parents offered me hair transplant, yet I am hesitant because even with it I am totally fucked and there is no sense in investing in me if I still will not amount to anything

 

[Sarper123]

Cope or Rope

 

[JaneyElizabeth]

Well hairloss isn't my only problem, it makes everything even worse but I think I would be doomed even without it as I have extreme body dysphoria; I hate every single flaw in my body there is, with hairloss magnifying it very much. My parents offered me hair transplant, yet I am hesitant because even with it I am totally fucked and there is no sense in investing in me if I still will not amount to anything

Well, at least they are understanding. My mother still tells me that I looked fine bald and my father had incredible hair as does she so I wasn't talking to them and we had not internet with rumors just stacks of dusty books and microfiche and I immediately discover the solution at 20. It was estrogen but my dermatologist said no, mussed my hair and sent me on my way as the gatekeeper which wasn't necessarily wrong but he barely looked or checked and thing and it was like $75--pay the receptionist. When I walked in the nurse yelled are you here about another wart and I looked sheepishly around and was like, what, no privacy? It was just a wart on my end but some times seeing specialists can help but some times not.

There's very little that damages health permanently hawked on here to my knowledge but there is a lot of stuff that's not worth trying even a little bit when people need fast solutions or to make a decision. 99 percent of people, I say go on finasteride and min and keto and see what happens but no, I am not going into the minutia of everything that might go wrong and doctors don't do that either. We have to trust the system that dispenses meds at least somewhat or how do we decide on any med? Consensus basically, if something "bad" gets through but 20's too young for a transplant and without finasteride, you often can't get one approved.

Best wishes. Many of us have been there.
Janey