I hate everyone.

[omgstfuty]

I hate everyone.I know that the first line comes across as a troubled teenager, but I f*****g do, I hate everyone.Im constantly bitter, always, without fail, I cant satnd other people talking , or putting there opions forward.To me there always wrong.
Hell, to me I belive this whole internet business is bullshit.I cant belive people have to use a machine to talk to each other these days, yet Im sat here trying to make my redundant post come across to who-ever may read it.
Im sick to f*****g death og going out of my house and leaving my comfort zone of my neighbours knowing what Im like like, then entering the "world" and being mistaken for a wrong en, and a nasty piece of work just cos I shave my head.I constantly have to keep my guard up because Ive got blokes staring, and just wanting(in my own eyes ,picking a fight) so I have to stare them out.
I havnt had sex in 7 months, I constantly feel that every girl that checks me out, thinks that I am a wrong en.This time last year even if the hottest girl though this with my shaved head I would have gone over and chatted her up, but now im so insecure that a giggle when im not included makes me become a crumbling sack of sh*t!
I constantly feel I have other blokes trying to offer me out, not verbally, but mentaslly, (you no what I mean, when other guys, just seem to think there better than u, griining and all)Im f*****g sick of it all.
I was jogging the other day near my park, and for the first time, I actually considered jumping over the wall, which is a 40 metre drop.I cant belive I felt this way.Ive never felt this way.Its totaltlly manic.Ive tried to stop any possible happenings again.I belive the music I listen to has some variouncy on it aswell, eg alice in chains, radiohead...

Anyone else felt suicidal recently... its fucked but, f*** knows, I never felt I would feel this way, I always assumed i was strong.

Sorry, I can only assume theres sh*t-loads of spellings and grammer, aplogies.Im drunk

 

[Aplunk1]

Mate, I know you're having a hard time and whatnot... but have you considered that a lot of the pain and anguish is in your own head? To me, it seems like you're stressing yourself out more than needed.

I'm just trying to be helpful, so please don't bite my head off.

 

[omgstfuty]

Cheers A,

Its just weird mate, I never felt I would be the one that would give adive, and all....

I excepted my severe hair loss young, and dealt with the issues that came with it.
Recently though Ive just felt really low, and that whats the f*****g point?

Take this for an example, A girl I like, I wwent out with , I really liked her, and i assumed she liked me and all, turns out she went back out with her loser boyfriend.

It just seems like God is taking the piss afunk.I know Ive got it easy compared to most, but its just feels like a constant battle mate.


LOL f*** knows dude,

The fact of the matter is mate, even shaving your head, doesnt escape those deomons, it might hide them in a cage for a while, but the bastards will always escape. c****!

Cheers A.

 

[omgstfuty]

Now look at me..

I feel like a c***.

Look how many times I used the word mate and buddy.... thats when i speak to people....

I just come across as a dork, just wantimng to chat...


Its f*****g bullshit. f*** knows

 

[zackmcqueen]

'I havnt had sex in 7 months'


This happens..I havent had sex since december. It's not necessarily your fault, women can be so so awkward sometimes, and perhaps the reason you dont get the sex is their issue and not yours. Women are so unpredicatable and Ive always felt its very difficult to know what to expect and what to do to seal the deal. I came close the other night in a bar when this canadian girl started tossing me off as we sat in a corner. I was rock hard and so close to coming but I had no protection. I told her that I had no protection, and that I couldnt sleep with her. So she stood up, shook my hand, told me it was 'nice to meet me but that she had to go home and study', and left the bar. I was speechless, but I must admit, very amused.

 

[barcafan]

Zack, you should have stuck it in her pooper.

 

[barcafan]

Hair loss sucks...but you do what you have to do. then you try to forget, and when you cant forget you find ways of making yourself not care.

 

[Knendell]

I am not even going to say when the last time I got laid was...

 

[IBM]

Hair loss is irreversible. Once you it a NW3 just forget on getting a NW1 without surgery.

 

[joseph49853]

omgstfuty, to put it plainly/bluntly, you sound empty inside. And that's easily accomplished living in this fast-paced, jaded, vapid, materialistic and coldly futuristic society. But that's also no reason why you cannot treat your body like a temple, and your mind like a modest library in need of a great collection. Focus on something you love, and in turn you'll find renewed passion for the world.

Make yourself strong and interesting on the inside, and outsiders will start showing great interest in you. I know, easier said than done, but it's still true. Good luck.

 

[pologuy514]

"Hair loss is irreversible. Once you it a NW3 just forget on getting a NW1 without surgery."

IBM, how do u know this? I'm not doubting your knowledge I'm just curious how you know this. I'm sure their have been a few posts on here where someone w/ a Norwood 3 came at least very close to a Norwood 1 w/ treatments.

-Pologuy

 

[IBM]

IBM, how do u know this? I'm not doubting your knowledge I'm just curious how you know this. I'm sure their have been a few posts on here where someone w/ a Norwood 3 came at least very close to a Norwood 1 w/ treatments.

-Pologuy

I saw only two users.

 

[Bald Dave]

Omg, if I was you I would focus on my dreams and asperations. What do you want to do? Travel the world? Watch football? Go to concerts? What stuff makes you happy? Go and do what you want to do. You owe it to yourself! The best of luck to you mate!

 

[Bald Dave]

Now look at me..

I feel like a runt.

Look how many times I used the word mate and buddy.... thats when i speak to people....

I just come across as a dork, just wantimng to chat...


Its f****ing bullshit. f*** knows

You don't come across as a dork at all mate! At least your being polite when you call people mate and buddy and politeness can go along way in terms in meeting girls (pu$$y).

 

[omgstfuty]

Thanks all guys for responding,I was venting like f***, so cheers lads

Bald dave, lol funnily enough my names dave aswell

Cheers mate, your a sound fella.

My problem is im just constantly angry, angry with the world angry with mates, angry with my self. f*** knows...

I try to stop it, but I actually think Im sexually frustrated, :lol:

Hey dave, you deserve a fine bird.Your a sound guy.

You not what they say, good men deserve great partners.Wrong ens get what they deserve.(I think that the saying lol)

Cheers mate.

 

[Guest]

yes, dave is a good guy.

 

[blondeguy]

"If you are distressed by any external thing, it is not this thing which disturbs you, but your own judgment about it. And it is in your power to wipe out that judgment now."
- Marcus Aurelius

 

[Guest]

"If you are distressed by any external thing, it is not this thing which disturbs you, but your own judgment about it. And it is in your power to wipe out that judgment now."
- Marcus Aurelius

see , blondeguy, im about to accept my hairloss. but its one thing to accept it and the other to give it up completley. can i ask you, why did you choose to live without hair? is it really better? if you had the choice - and please say the truth - would you choice your sly bald head or a full head of hair?

 

[blondeguy]

"If you are distressed by any external thing, it is not this thing which disturbs you, but your own judgment about it. And it is in your power to wipe out that judgment now."
- Marcus Aurelius

see , blondeguy, im about to accept my hairloss. but its one thing to accept it and the other to give it up completley. can i ask you, why did you choose to live without hair? is it really better? if you had the choice - and please say the truth - would you choice your sly bald head or a full head of hair?

Anything I write will be viewed as an endorsement that everyone here should shave their heads, but that's not what I'm saying. I'm just answering your questions.

I've had at least a NW2 hairline since I can remember, and I never knew that wasn't "normal" until I came here. My hair may or may not thin in the next 10 to 20 years. I shaved my head because I wanted to do it since high school (I idolized Maynard Keenan of the band Tool), and when I couldn't tell if my hairline was receding or not, I wanted to see myself totally bald.

I am being honest in saying I prefer this to having hair. It's an attitude and lifestyle choice as well as a hair choice. It's fun to shave in the morning, and I get to use cool lifestyle products like HeadBlade razors and creams and Bald Guyz wipes. I really pamper my head. For most people, there's a threshold they won't cross that usually starts at the 1-guard on the clippers. I can say I've crossed it and that it's really not a big deal.

My experience is my own, and hearing me say it isn't as effective as going through it yourself, but shaving your head is a liberation. You free yourself of vanity and meaningless things. You can't help grinning that first evening you do it. Shaving your head is an act of assertiveness that is exhilarating even if you have no hair loss. I love being called "baldy." How many of you can say that? That word would horrify most of you, while guys like me embrace it.

I went through every fear I see posted in these forums on headshaving. Will I look weird? There's a big dent in the back of my head, will that show up? I have fair skin, will I look like a cancer patient? I have a female friend who once told me you should do something that scares you every day, so I embraced all those fears and cut it off. Now I get compliments.

You have to accept your hair loss, because there is no way to stop it, and treatments aren't effective forever. It's like how I have to accept I have fair skin, or my body is thinner than I'd like, or how I have a pointy nose and a fat bottom lip. You are who you are. Worrying about things every day is not living. It's a waste of life. Living in the delusion that you are permanent and unchanging will just lead to suffering. We get older, half of us lose our hair by age 50, and the world goes on.

The funny thing about shaving my head is that it made me not fear natural hair loss. I don't really care either way--if I woke up tomorrow with just a horseshoe of stubble to shave instead of all over, I'd probably be shocked, but then I'd start laughing. How would you like to be that unaffected? I've joked that if I ever got a horseshoe, I'd grow it out long and wild like some crazy scientist just for kicks. I don't really care.

Male hair loss is part of being a guy. Somehow, the male image has been distorted so that people are shocked and worried when their hair thins in adulthood. Women don't care, so why should I? The big fear from you guys seems to be about looking older, but there are always things you can do like dressing nicer and grooming yourself (which might include shaving your head). Some people don't like to hear that because it removes their excuse for being antisocial.

Here are other quotes from Marcus Aurelius, Roman Emperor and Stoic philosopher (can you tell I've been reading about him lately?):

"It is in our power to refrain from any opinion about things and not to be disturbed in our souls; for things in themselves have no natural power to force our judgments."

"How ridiculous and how strange to be surprised at anything which happens in life!"

"If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself but your own estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment."

"Or is it your reputation that's bothering you? But look at how soon we're all forgotten. The abyss of endless time that swallows it all. The emptiness of those applauding hands. The people who praise us; how capricious they are, how arbitrary. And the tiny region it takes place. The whole earth a point in space - and most of it uninhabited."

 

[Guest]

so, blondeguy, did you even got male pattern baldness or not?