I Have Bad Luck With Everything Even With Dying.

[Stanx22]

Why can't I be so lucky. Death would sure make my daily worries and problems moot. I don't know if I'll describe how I feel about this well. I just look at my life, and what it will be for the next 50 years, and I think that this is just too long to have to keep going through it all. If I could expect to die younger, I would be happier, and I could manage my fears and pain better. I'm not going to die young though, no one who wants to die ever dies young, and even if I do I can't plan for it. I'm stuck living with the expectation that I'll be here for a very long time and the hopelessness that comes with it. Yeah, having a long life ahead of me makes me feel hopeless, that's a weird thing to say, I know.

 

[Saurabhaj]

Why are you so disappointed?

Don't be so harsh.

Why are you feeling hopeless?

 

[WMQ]

It seems irresponsible of me to say, but if the pain, despair and fear for future as you describe is not enough to outweigh the indetermination to leap into eternal peace on your own, then either the pain is not enough yet or you don't even have the courage to kill yourself with dignity.

And I know people have different reasons to be suicidal. Some just want to end the struggle. One of the greatest motivations for me to commit suicide is to stop my physical and mental integrity from being chewed away day by day by this genetic disease. For that reason, I somehow regret not killing myself while I still had most of my hair and had a bright mind. I procrastinated the inevitable due to fake hope. Now looking at my half bald head it's too late.

Oh sweetheart, don't be naive. It's almost a bliss to die young. Especially in unexpected circumstances.

 

[Stanx22]

It seems irresponsible of me to say, but if the pain, despair and fear for future as you describe is not enough to outweigh the indetermination to leap into eternal peace on your own, then either the pain is not enough yet or you don't even have the courage to kill yourself with dignity.

And I know people have different reasons to be suicidal. Some just want to end the struggle. One of the greatest motivations for me to commit suicide is to stop my physical and mental integrity from being chewed away day by day by this genetic disease. For that reason, I somehow regret not killing myself while I still had most of my hair and had a bright mind. I procrastinated the inevitable due to fake hope. Now looking at my half bald head it's too late.

Oh sweetheart, don't be naive. It's almost a bliss to die young. Especially in unexpected circumstances.

I really like when people are realistic and don't just throw away bullshit cliche quotes. Thanks for what you've said. I really appreciate it. I haven't committed suicide yet because i'm religious and believe in the after life. I don't want it to be hell on both sides. And as you said dying young is a bliss in this dark cruel world we live in especially if you have shitty circumstances or lost the genetic lottery.

 

[Runninghair]

Thinking like this gets you no where. You have to drag yourself outa your own feelings and find something tthat makes you happy and work from there. Some poeple think too much and just fall into depressive state thats hard to see any light at end of tunnel.


You cant wallow. Ive been depressed before and been way too deep in my thoughts. When you think like this you tear down everything about yourself and evrything around you. Its like self harm almost to the mind.

At one stage i was depressed, in a sh*t job, living with parents and feeling i was useless. I feel into gambling and racked up hefty debt. I managed to drag myself out of it though by concentrating on not thinking about things as much and trying to enjoy the here and now. I put my finger up to ppl who expected so much of me and just did me. Yrs later ive paid off my debt and worked hard and In a massive company where ive now been promoted and on great wage. I met a girl and got engaged and reconnected with loads of friends. Can be done. I look back at the person i use to be and i laugh at some of the things that use to make me want life to be done.. one of which was hairloss!

 

[Rudiger]

 

[shookwun]

Nw2 death culture.



A new millennial breed.

 

[Stanx22]

Nw2 death culture.



A new millennial breed.

You aren't that bright, are you ? I told you Norwood 2 with thinning hair all over my head is not a good sign at 17 YEARS OLD imagine how my hair would look like at 19 or 20.

 

[Abu Hairy Al-Forhedi]

Jesus Christ. The level of determinism...

 

[davesmith420]

Talking sh*t to shook?

Prepared to get f*****g wrecked dude.

 

[Stanx22]

Talking sh*t to shook?

Prepared to get f*****g wrecked dude.

I don't give a f***. I'm not here to see people ridicule my problems to convince themselves that they have it worse.

 

[Stanx22]

Thinking like this gets you no where. You have to drag yourself outa your own feelings and find something tthat makes you happy and work from there. Some poeple think too much and just fall into depressive state thats hard to see any light at end of tunnel.


You cant wallow. Ive been depressed before and been way too deep in my thoughts. When you think like this you tear down everything about yourself and evrything around you. Its like self harm almost to the mind.

At one stage i was depressed, in a sh*t job, living with parents and feeling i was useless. I feel into gambling and racked up hefty debt. I managed to drag myself out of it though by concentrating on not thinking about things as much and trying to enjoy the here and now. I put my finger up to ppl who expected so much of me and just did me. Yrs later ive paid off my debt and worked hard and In a massive company where ive now been promoted and on great wage. I met a girl and got engaged and reconnected with loads of friends. Can be done. I look back at the person i use to be and i laugh at some of the things that use to make me want life to be done.. one of which was hairloss!

Thanks man for you encouraging words. I hate my life and i want to die because my problems are perm. I'll still have them until i die and there's nothing i can do. They've ruined my life. The only way to have a good life is by solving them which can't be happen. I wish i was poor or starving or sick with curable disease. At least there would be hope that my life will change if a put effort or do anything, but whatever i do now i can't change anything. I can't change my genetics and i can't live with them either. I'm trapped in this.

 

[N003]

Saw your pictures on your other thead.

1. Mister you are NOT bald! Your hairline is fine and ok , even your vertex is fine.
I don't see any signs of baldness in your pictures.

2. You are very very young + you are in your puberty...
For most people, puberty is a hard time , one can badly rank the emotions ...
Many lows and highs and this every day.

Trust me it will be better in the future and for the moment you are NOT Bald...

If you see in the future hair loss or bald spots on your head, there are some options to keep your status.

 

[Stanx22]

Saw your pictures on your other thead.

1. Mister you are NOT bald! Your hairline is fine and ok , even your vertex is fine.
I don't see any signs of baldness in your pictures.

2. You are very very young + you are in your puberty...
For most people, puberty is a hard time , one can badly rank the emotions ...
Many lows and highs and this every day.

Trust me it will be better in the future and for the moment you are NOT Bald...

If you see in the future hair loss or bald spots on your head, there are some options to keep your status.

My hair is now thinning all over with very itchy and oily scalp which started to thin. I check it everyday with pictures and it's thinning badly (No light or flash effects) And the corners of my hair are thinning badly that i can see my skin beneath the hair. My hair is rapidly thinning and receding now. Like seriously every week i notice more thinning and recession. And what assures me that i'm going bald is my father because he's bald and grandfather before him is bald and my great grandfather is bald. And i went through very early puberty at the age of 12 which caused my bones to fuse very early and made me have a physique of 12 years old. My hands are 7 inches long and I wear size 6.5 or 7 at most. My body is a joke.

 

[g.i joey]

Why aren't you on finasteride? From the way you put it you literally don't have anything to lose.

 

[Razzabo]

You need to see a psychiatrist. Hair loss is not your only issue. You are suffering with major depression.

 

[Stanx22]

You need to see a psychiatrist. Hair loss is not your only issue. You are suffering with major depression.

I saw one before. They're useless for my problems. The only problems they can help with are relationship problems and bullying and those problems mean nothing compared to mine. My problems will be solved when my genetics change which can't be happen. I have to live like this until i die because i have no other choice. It's actually better to accept my fate than fighting it and waste my time and effort when it won't be changed anyways.

 

[Stanx22]

Why aren't you on finasteride? From the way you put it you literally don't have anything to lose.

I live in a shitty country with shitty economy. Finasteride will be mad expensive here and i can't afford it because i have no job hence no money.

 

[IggyPop]

I live in a shitty country with shitty economy. Finasteride will be mad expensive here and i can't afford it because i have no job hence no money.

Don´t know where you are from, but generics from India are ridicuosly cheap. I am German and I pay less than 10 € a month for my Finasteride, doubt it would be more expensive in your country. Ok, if even 10 € is too much for you, you have a problem.

I can´t offer you much advice for your emotional problems. I fear, if you have a bad childhood and/or puberty it usually fucks your whole life. At least it did for me. Accepting your fate (more or less) and focus on other things is the best you can do.

 

[Stanx22]

Don´t know where you are from, but generics from India are ridicuosly cheap. I am German and I pay less than 10 € a month for my Finasteride, doubt it would be more expensive in your country. Ok, if even 10 € is too much for you, you have a problem.

I can´t offer you much advice for your emotional problems. I fear, if you have a bad childhood and/or puberty it usually fucks your whole life. At least it did for me. Accepting your fate (more or less) and focus on other things is the best you can do.

I'm 17 years old and i don't leave my house. My parents won't buy anything because they don't care about my hair loss. It's not a problem for me if i work and have money. And fear nothing i already know my whole life is fucked until i die, i don't care anymore. I don't care if i get cancer or get crippled or someone i know dies. I don't have any emotions to care. Let what happens happen. I'm ready to be slick bald by now. What will happen ? People make jokes about me ? I've experienced that before and i've been through worse. Looking 20 years older ? I don't care because my looks are fucked either way because of my body. Be forever alone ? I don't have sex drive or emotions now. I'am soulless, so i don't care if i have no one to love me or to care about me because i won't provide them emotional support either ways, because i can't. Nothing can affect me now. Nothing.