i'm so mentally ****ed up

Exodus2011

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when i masturbate i HAVE to imagine getting put down, humiliated or cuckolded to get off

not even in my fantasies do i deserve a girlfriend

ah well. i love busting a super saiyan nut to some good ol' freaky cuckold p**rn, so im not gonna blow my ****ty brains out just yet
 

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meh he is cool and all but i dont appreciate how he never gets hard

wats up with that dick?

is it fake? lol
 

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It's interesting Exodus, the similar paths we've been taking.
I look at femdom stuff, of guys being hurt by women.
And lately I have been having this fetish of fapping to femdom p**rn but not climaxing. It been more than 3 months since I had an orgasm.
 

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It's interesting Exodus, the similar paths we've been taking.
I look at femdom stuff, of guys being hurt by women.
And lately I have been having this fetish of fapping to femdom p**rn but not climaxing. It been more than 3 months since I had an orgasm.
ah yes, femdom is my overall favorite kind of p**rn as well. cheers.

yes i am familiar with that as well, ejaculation denial/chastity haha, i've seen it on the jerk off instructions videos. but damn dude, i HAVE to ejaculate, how do you handle holding it in? 0_0
 

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ah yes, femdom is my overall favorite kind of p**rn as well. cheers.

yes i am familiar with that as well, ejaculation denial/chastity haha, i've seen it on the jerk off instructions videos. but damn dude, i HAVE to ejaculate, how do you handle holding it in? 0_0
You're not there yet. Wait for the self loathing and despondence to build up till you feel you dont deserve to have the climax.
You'll get there quicker if you hear some hot babe like Princess Rene telling you so.
 

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You're not there yet. Wait for the self loathing and despondence to build up till you feel you dont deserve to have the climax.
You'll get there quicker if you hear some hot babe like Princess Rene telling you so.
hmm maybe i will get there one day . . . . .

that relaxation though after busting a nut, dont you miss it?

just googled her. good taste brother, the beautiful blondes will always be the best haha
 

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gaiz, you clearly have some deep problems. have we not been bludgeoned by this horrible fate enough already that we have to resort to fantasizing about getting humiliated even more, reaching the absolute rock bottom. listen up! i personaly hate femdom. the thought of being a gimp to some unsympathetic b**ch thus adding to my already existing overabundance of pain is something i wouldn't accept.

but to each his own.

when im really down and deep in my thoughts about the misery im chained in, i can only be aroused by videos of rough sex and seeing women being abused. such is the torment and hate i harbour bottled up within.
you should check out Pierre Woodman casting videos that are available on the internet. that bald genetic trash knows how to channel his bald-cel rage right. he literaly destroys the women he works with.
 

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I too don't understand this mentality that wants to be shamed. I am shamed in some form or another everytime I leave the house into the cruel world. I fantasize about taking the power back. Shaming, humiliating and supressing those snoby biotches who look down on us in the only way to psychologically level the playing field.

Good to see Slipy back.
 

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when i masturbate i HAVE to imagine getting put down, humiliated or cuckolded to get off

not even in my fantasies do i deserve a girlfriend

ah well. i love busting a super saiyan nut to some good ol' freaky cuckold p**rn, so im not gonna blow my ****ty brains out just yet
I often see bald men with cuckold fantasies. It's always bald men who are interested in submission fetish. I guess it's subconscious telling you where your place is.
 

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I too don't understand this mentality that wants to be shamed. I am shamed in some form or another everytime I leave the house into the cruel world. I fantasize about taking the power back. Shaming, humiliating and supressing those snoby biotches who look down on us in the only way to psychologically level the playing field.

The point is whether you have accepted you are aesthetic or not. By your sig, you seem to admit that baldness is an aesthetic defect. If baldness is an aesthetic defect, why would rejection by women be unfair? Femdom is a coping mechanism where we accept we are undesirable aesthetically, but hope for other ways in which we can be of value to pretty women (which allows us to believe while watching it that we are deserving of their attention). Some of us hold on to the glimmer of hope that perhaps abusing us would be entertaining to the ladies, and in providing this entertainment, we have some worth.

You want retribution. I & Exodus just want to hope that perhaps women will see some value in us and reward us with sexual attention.
 

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Pretty strange stuff, which I have no opinion on.
Exodus got ****ed over pretty hard by his male pattern baldness, I don't how angry I would be if I was him.
 

slipy

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Femdom is a coping mechanism where we accept we are undesirable aesthetically, but hope for other ways in which we can be of value to pretty women (which allows us to believe while watching it that we are deserving of their attention). Some of us hold on to the glimmer of hope that perhaps abusing us would be entertaining to the ladies, and in providing this entertainment, we have some worth.

You want retribution. I & Exodus just want to hope that perhaps women will see some value in us and reward us with sexual attention.

When you put it like that it's understandable where this mindset stems from. however, just consider this for a second, you feel you need to be ''of value'' to these women, but ask yourself what kind of value do they possess apart from, maybe, good looks? which in itself is no virtue. More likely than not they're just cold, vapid, uncaring sad creatures. What disturbs me is I get the vibe that you think you should feel guilty for not being good enough for them and redeem yourself through humiliation, when you shouldn't. Longing to have some worth in the eyes of those who have no worth themselves (apart from a very superficial one). So is it a valid reason to degrade and loose your self respect for? Not to get all philosophical, but don't you think you should feel like a bit of **** if you were to willingly accept that kind of a treatment from them knowing their ways?

Either way, it's clearly sad how this condition can drive one this far, whether it's the rage/resentment of me and Ucman or desperation/longing of you and Exodus.
 

uncomfortable man

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It's that malevolent force of human nature that takes pleasure from others pain. They need someone to feel superior to. It's sadistic and disgusting.
 

Scalpology

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Wonderful, now we need a dickwatch channel, which would retween tweets about small penises.

Then we will have the holy trinity.

I think the biggest 3 turn offs for women are:
1) Short height
2) Short dick
3) Balding

It's hard to be unattractive if you have those 3 in order.
 
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Wonderful, now we need a dickwatch channel, which would retween tweets about small penises.

Then we will have the holy trinity.

I think the biggest 3 turn offs for women are:
1) Short height
2) Short dick
3) Balding

It's hard to be unattractive if you have those 3 in order.

short dick ? not really , how would people know if they see you?

rather put heavy weight , bald + heavy weight = gameover
 
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