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I just realized how damn worn-out I am with all this hairloss sh*t... I noticed that I'm balding a year and a half ago and there hasn't really been a day without thinking about it. Yeah I know it sounds sad but that's how it is. It's hard to imagine life without having to deal with this kinda stuff in my early 20's. Of course it would be harder to have some terminal disease (like rheumatism that my father has had since he was my age) but I think the psychology behind (premature) hairloss is very underrated. The hardest part is really that no one who hasn't been struck by hairloss doesn't understand how hard it is. My family doesn't understand why I don't want to look at my hair under strong lights etc, they just don't get it. I've tried to explain that I can see my scalp and I hate that but they just go: your hair is fine etc. Well, I have to disagree.
Now that it seems that the meds I'm using don't work for me, I'm in desperate need of something permanent, which in my case would be shaving (no money for hair transplant and would be kinda useless for a diffuse thinner). I hate the idea but I'll have to do it sooner or later to get this stuff out of my head. Now I'm just fooling myself by buzzing it from time to time then letting the hair grow and feel depressed again. I'm always thinking that maybe it will be better this time and always get disappointed. I didn't like the way I looked with ultra-close buzz I tried almost a year ago but that's what I'm doomed to sport in the future. Now I'm convinced to get through this sh*t and have already started to work out much more than I used to.
Sorry for another useless rant, and remember: I'm still not crazy although some of you might think so
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Now that it seems that the meds I'm using don't work for me, I'm in desperate need of something permanent, which in my case would be shaving (no money for hair transplant and would be kinda useless for a diffuse thinner). I hate the idea but I'll have to do it sooner or later to get this stuff out of my head. Now I'm just fooling myself by buzzing it from time to time then letting the hair grow and feel depressed again. I'm always thinking that maybe it will be better this time and always get disappointed. I didn't like the way I looked with ultra-close buzz I tried almost a year ago but that's what I'm doomed to sport in the future. Now I'm convinced to get through this sh*t and have already started to work out much more than I used to.
Sorry for another useless rant, and remember: I'm still not crazy although some of you might think so