I'm a 22 year old male and I'm a p**rn addict. I'm extremely depressed right now, so mad at myself and I hate what has happened to me. I spent the last 8 years of my life in p**rn addiction. I masturbated almost everyday, sometimes up to 4 times a day. I'm really disgusted with myself. I have always tried to quit it but never succeeded. I never had much friends and I never had a girlfriend. I know that this is so messed up for me to be writing this right now. But I feel that I need to talk to somebody about this and keep myself anonymous. So hear me out.
4 years ago, I noticed that I was loosing a lot of hair. I consulted doctors, I researched online, but never found the answer as to why I was loosing my hair. Until 3 days ago, I randomly researched the side effects of excessive masturbation. I was horribly shocked to see that hair loss and memory loss were 2 of the many long term effects. I spent that night crying in regret, as this is exactly what has happened to me. My family always wonder how come I barely remember real experiences, the good and the bad. I feel like my past is just a shadow, I can't share my experiences with others, as I feel like nothing has happened in the past. There are people that come up to me and say that they remember me from high school, at first I used to think that they mixed me up with someone else. No matter how convinced they were about knowing me. And on top of this horrible thing, my hair is noticeably thin. It's bad to the point where if I spiked it, my skull would be showing.
I have no clue why no body tells you these things. Why do we have sex education in high school and no body ever tells you that excessive masturbation is bad. In fact, all I heard in the past is masturbation is a normal part of life and is healthy. I think it is so important for educators to get the word out that it is in fact dangerous and can ruin you. How would you feel being nearly bald at the age of 22? I also think that p**rn should be blocked in every country. They've made it so easy to access these things that it's so easy to be addicted to it. If I tell you there's a beautiful naked lady behind this door, all you have to do to see her is open the door, wouldn't you open the door? It's the same thing with p**rn. Every fuckin teenager and under-aged person knows that there are really pretty naked women that they can look at, and all they have to do is type in a web address!
Do you think that there's a cure that could bring back my hair?
4 years ago, I noticed that I was loosing a lot of hair. I consulted doctors, I researched online, but never found the answer as to why I was loosing my hair. Until 3 days ago, I randomly researched the side effects of excessive masturbation. I was horribly shocked to see that hair loss and memory loss were 2 of the many long term effects. I spent that night crying in regret, as this is exactly what has happened to me. My family always wonder how come I barely remember real experiences, the good and the bad. I feel like my past is just a shadow, I can't share my experiences with others, as I feel like nothing has happened in the past. There are people that come up to me and say that they remember me from high school, at first I used to think that they mixed me up with someone else. No matter how convinced they were about knowing me. And on top of this horrible thing, my hair is noticeably thin. It's bad to the point where if I spiked it, my skull would be showing.
I have no clue why no body tells you these things. Why do we have sex education in high school and no body ever tells you that excessive masturbation is bad. In fact, all I heard in the past is masturbation is a normal part of life and is healthy. I think it is so important for educators to get the word out that it is in fact dangerous and can ruin you. How would you feel being nearly bald at the age of 22? I also think that p**rn should be blocked in every country. They've made it so easy to access these things that it's so easy to be addicted to it. If I tell you there's a beautiful naked lady behind this door, all you have to do to see her is open the door, wouldn't you open the door? It's the same thing with p**rn. Every fuckin teenager and under-aged person knows that there are really pretty naked women that they can look at, and all they have to do is type in a web address!
Do you think that there's a cure that could bring back my hair?
