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I did the usual thing from 18-20 i.e being a chad/chadlite, going out every single weekend and banging random chicks. Then inevitably, early male pattern baldness occured and became noticeable since I was 20. Since that has occured I have completely lost my ability to go to nightclubs and have fun. I'm pretty sure I also have depression since the time I started noticeably balding but I have no idea if this is correlated. I also have to mention I have severe social anxiety which means I could only pick up chicks when drunk and just using my aesthetics. I am constantly (and I mean every day) switching between the mindset of balding doesn't matter, which it doesn't for normal everyday life ( not partying) but in the clubbing/partying scene it is really a detriment. I mean my inability to party must be because of depression and not balding right? because obviously bald guys do party. I am fuarked because I just relied on my aesthetics and being hammered to pick up chicks (never had a gf cus of social anxiety) but now looks are no longer on my side either lol. For me there is two choices: get a hair transplant and in the absolute best case scenario, go back to getting hammered and using aesthetics to pick up chicks in clubs. Second (and most obvious option) is to take antidepressants to get rid of social anxiety (hopefully) and then proceed to live a normal albeit less aesthetic life. Sorry for ranting I just have sooooo much to get off my chest because my brain just mulls over these things all goddamn day long. Anyways any of you people's opinions is much appreciated.