Bombscience, you really do need to quit. Just give it up.
I am an ex-smoker. I LOVE cigarettes, and although I smoked Marlboro lights I LOVE Marlboro reds. I love them!
But loving something or wanting it has nothing to do with whether or not you decide to do it every day. I mean, I love the feeling of my dick getting hard and whacking off but you will not see me doing this every day and especially not in public!
You need to decide if you are going to be a man, or an animal. I know you don't whack off in public every day because there is that little voice inside of you that says "hey, don't do that, it is NOT a good thing for you to do!" Same with smoking. That little voice inside you who knows better, who knows that you HATE being addicted, who is SICK of wasting money on nicotine, who EVERY DAY wishes you could wake up a non smoker... that voice.. it is time to listen to it.
And I am going to break the general thinking on this issue, and give you a bit of advice from someone who has been down the quit smoking road successfully. Once you decide that you really don't want to smoke, quitting smoking, really, was easy for me. I failed about 500 times at it, cheated, etc. But the first time when I really decided to give myself an honest experience at what life is like for a non-smoker, it was SO easy to quit. Bomb, after 2 weeks it is ALL mental. You can do it.
Please, as an ex-smoker, please please take my word for it. Quitting smoking was f*****g gloriously wonderful for me. Once I got over the fact that holy sh*t, I'm not smoking anymore I need a smoke to celebrate it and said "nah!" I realized that living without nicotine was not only easy, but f*****g fantastic. Life returned to normal. People do it every day. The act of quitting is HARD, I know it is. But you can do it, because I know you WANT to quit. That is all it takes. The clean life you want is right there on the tip of your fingers. All it takes is the firm decision to go for it, and then it is all gravy buddy. Just make that decision. You will be glad, and then some. And now everybody comments on how young I look, keeps asking me 'what I did' to look so young all of a sudden? I'm telling you, just quit, and stick with it for a while, and you'll realize what a fool you have been and suddenly feel like a god.
Best wishes