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Im hitting that time frame after my first transplant ( few years now for those who remember ) where the hair around it is starting to (well, well past starting) get difficult to style again. I was growing it longer and actually liking it but my stylist went too far with one of my last trims and cut way too much off and it threw me into a spiral of loathing. Ive been doing the dreaded web searches we all start doing about whether women find bald guys attractive and such just to mock the bullshit results you get.
Its gotten to the point where Im debating shaving again and most people know how I feel about that.
One of the things that really depressed me was recently, like 2 weeks ago, I was helping my brother at his house and his girl was there. Shes pretty much a 10+ in most guys book, me not so much but Im also biased because its my little brothers girlfriend. She was making a comment about my physique compared to his and that he should work out more and I had a nicer butt than him. I told her "he doesnt need to he has better than perfect hair" and she said something else. I then said, "you want him to have a nicer body, or you want him to have his hair?" and within seconds she said "I LIKE HIS HAIR".
Im getting into that spiral of self hate where I just want to hit someone and wonder why ANYTHING you do is worth anything. I know it sounds bad but like I say if my brother was balding to or I just didnt have one I really think my life would just be way better off. I do believe luck follows genes. Everyone jokes hes got the kind of luck where you push him out a window and hed land in a pile of money where everything I touch is mired in frustration and more work than it should take.
Just wanted to vent honestly. I know Im getting too old for this, as Ill be 40 this year, which honestly has zero to do with my attitude but you just never shake the getting balder thing.
Its gotten to the point where Im debating shaving again and most people know how I feel about that.
One of the things that really depressed me was recently, like 2 weeks ago, I was helping my brother at his house and his girl was there. Shes pretty much a 10+ in most guys book, me not so much but Im also biased because its my little brothers girlfriend. She was making a comment about my physique compared to his and that he should work out more and I had a nicer butt than him. I told her "he doesnt need to he has better than perfect hair" and she said something else. I then said, "you want him to have a nicer body, or you want him to have his hair?" and within seconds she said "I LIKE HIS HAIR".
Im getting into that spiral of self hate where I just want to hit someone and wonder why ANYTHING you do is worth anything. I know it sounds bad but like I say if my brother was balding to or I just didnt have one I really think my life would just be way better off. I do believe luck follows genes. Everyone jokes hes got the kind of luck where you push him out a window and hed land in a pile of money where everything I touch is mired in frustration and more work than it should take.
Just wanted to vent honestly. I know Im getting too old for this, as Ill be 40 this year, which honestly has zero to do with my attitude but you just never shake the getting balder thing.
