The most precious years of my life so far were my highschool years. Not that I really liked going to school, but I met a really important person. She was kind, beautiful, smart. Those people who called me friend were in fact disguised as snakes. Bunch of fuckers. Not her.
Thanks to her I could go through those years, and we both thought back then we would last forever. Your typical anime couple. Unfortunately, due to certain circumnstances, we had to break up. Ever since that happened my life went downhill. Nevertheless, I am happy that I could experience youth love. I'm not that old, I'm 23, turning 24 this year. We were together for 6 years. 2 years have passed and she hasn't left my mind. I got no interest in other women as well, and my hair condition makes me much more social anxious than I actually am.
Jobless, studying a degree that I don't even enjoy... I have no clue what I'm doing with my life. I hope she is in a better place than me right now. And I hope 5 years from now I'll be in a better place too. I still have the same dreams I had when I was 17. I've never gave up on them.