Hi there.
Of all places and forums, I never would have expected myself to end up here; at least not this early in my life.
While I'm currently experiencing extreme mental issues, I'd like to keep this professional and easy to follow.
I'm Dan. I started losing my hair late into age 17. Currently 19 as of a few weeks ago. Around a Norwood 2.5
I've been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder/social phobia when I was around 13, and clinical depression around 16.
I'm homosexual, and I've always considered my appearance to be highly feminine, and that has been my favorite part about myself for a good few years now.
Lately, I've wanted to decrease my masculinity further while still identifying as male in gender, but that's essentially been halted by my hairloss, as I typically aim for an androgynous hairstyle, and I'm absolutely distraught over that.
My first thought to myself was, "Oh, I'll just get a wig or something when I need it." But, as it turns out, that's looked down upon in this community and is shown as a sign of insecurity. Insecurity: story of my life.
I'm currently on the SSRI Paxil (25 mg) and have been for a number of years, currently experiencing side effects of lowered libido, erectile dysfunction, and so on.
My core issue stems with my identity/presentation. I want to be something I can't, simply because of my hairloss. I hate looking masculine whatsoever, and baldness is essentially the epitome of masculinity (or so I've been told). Even if I were open to the idea, it's not like I'm able to grow any facial hair to complement it.
I've considered finasterside greatly, but I fear that it may further decrease my sexual ability to the point where I'll literally be asexual against my will, and I won't even be able to lose my virginity. And what's with some people saying cancer is side effect of it? Sounds bizarre, but I'm inclined to believe it.
I'm becoming more suicidal every day because I can't be who I feel I am due to hairloss. My anxiety and depression are magnifying my adverse feelings about this exponentially.
Are wigs that freaking bad?
Thanks for your time,
Dan.
Of all places and forums, I never would have expected myself to end up here; at least not this early in my life.
While I'm currently experiencing extreme mental issues, I'd like to keep this professional and easy to follow.
I'm Dan. I started losing my hair late into age 17. Currently 19 as of a few weeks ago. Around a Norwood 2.5
I've been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder/social phobia when I was around 13, and clinical depression around 16.
I'm homosexual, and I've always considered my appearance to be highly feminine, and that has been my favorite part about myself for a good few years now.
Lately, I've wanted to decrease my masculinity further while still identifying as male in gender, but that's essentially been halted by my hairloss, as I typically aim for an androgynous hairstyle, and I'm absolutely distraught over that.
My first thought to myself was, "Oh, I'll just get a wig or something when I need it." But, as it turns out, that's looked down upon in this community and is shown as a sign of insecurity. Insecurity: story of my life.
I'm currently on the SSRI Paxil (25 mg) and have been for a number of years, currently experiencing side effects of lowered libido, erectile dysfunction, and so on.
My core issue stems with my identity/presentation. I want to be something I can't, simply because of my hairloss. I hate looking masculine whatsoever, and baldness is essentially the epitome of masculinity (or so I've been told). Even if I were open to the idea, it's not like I'm able to grow any facial hair to complement it.
I've considered finasterside greatly, but I fear that it may further decrease my sexual ability to the point where I'll literally be asexual against my will, and I won't even be able to lose my virginity. And what's with some people saying cancer is side effect of it? Sounds bizarre, but I'm inclined to believe it.
I'm becoming more suicidal every day because I can't be who I feel I am due to hairloss. My anxiety and depression are magnifying my adverse feelings about this exponentially.
Are wigs that freaking bad?
Thanks for your time,
Dan.