Even though it shouldn't be (we all know this deep down), looking legit attractive is the best feeling due to the feedback on loop. The high from aesthetics and the treatment given, can't be compared to other areas in my opinion.
I worked so hard to get where I am now career wise, sacrificed a lot. Okay it required someone to have above average intelligence (not genius level like
@Afro_Vacancy) but most of it was hard work. I finished right at the top in all subjects due to having some intelligence but dedication being the deciding factor. I ended up with a prestigious career. I remember my first car at 18 and the memories I had, how happy I was then with everything. The night outs, social events, travelling, driving aimlessly at 4am on all kinds of roads with music and company. I've helped people through my job with their health and charities. I'm quite an emotional person and the passage of time and people makes me sad. It should be seen as beautiful and I try to view it like that. Yet all this still seems just standard stuff when I look at it and not personal to what makes me who I am. Sure we're defined by our actions but that's a conscious choice and not something genetic.
Over time I've realised what I'm most grateful to my parents for is my looks and it was hair loss which made me realise that. Everyone loses their good looks one day but the memory of them and the fact I'll still look good for my age will persist. I'll give everything up to ensure I keep my hair and looks/age well. My happiness allows me to stay focused on helping others and different goals.
