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i remember watching season 1 when i still had norwood 1, a girlfriend and a future
wake up dude its 2016I was in 9th grade when season 1 came out goddamn
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I feel so old lol
2022 is almost half over already tooI feel so old lol
gonna be 24 next monthhow old are you breh?
Crazy stuff ain't it? When I was a kid I thought the time passed too slow, which made me nurture my hate for school even more. Nowadays I can't even tell what is going on. Sometimes I refer to last year as 2020 because 2021 simply flew through my eyes2022 is almost half over already too
gonna be 24 next month
Hey I really feel you. Nothing will ever top the feeling of listening to `Loveless`, `Strawberry Jam` or `You Will Never Know Why` with my ex. Gosh, one of these days I was listening to Fireworks by AnCo after a long time and couldn't hold back the tears reminiscing of our late teens/early adult life together. Life surely went downhill after we split up, my hair speaks for itselfGoated profile pic bro. Bilinda Butcher was the OG dreamy qt waifu. Reminds me of my late teenage years. Listening to MBV, Slowdive, AnCo with my then gf. She had a small room with a red lamp that gave off this cozy, hazy glow. Just getting high, f*****g, sleeping, a little school, then back at it again. I was a bum in art school back then but those are by far the best years of my life ngl
Hey I really feel you. Nothing will ever top the feeling of listening to `Loveless`, `Strawberry Jam` or `You Will Never Know Why` with my ex. Gosh, one of these days I was listening to Fireworks by AnCo after a long time and couldn't hold back the tears reminiscing of our late teens/early adult life together. Life surely went downhill after we split up, my hair speaks for itself
Can't say I'm doing good... it's not even hair the problem, even though it might have contributed to it. I am still unemployed and I am literally pushing college beyond my limits. Chose a degree that I little did know about, ended up disliking it and nowadays I'm just lost. My mood shifts constantly but I try my best to remember that I still have unaccomplished goals to make. Maybe this is the thing that keeps me going. I just hope that in a few years from now I'll be in a place similar to yours: respectable job, maybe a new partner and successful. And not less important, with peace of mind.Yeah brother, everything from old animal collective is a gut punch nowadays. Fireworks is a beautiful song as well. I was listening to 'the purple bottle' ( our song back then) and 'banshee beat' yesterday and it felt like being gently blown apart by a surge of nostalgia. No beta but man I miss that f*****g b**ch. I miss my life. I'm mid twenties now with a very respectable job, a new gf, sober and 'successful' by society standards, but my life feels so empty that I feel as if only the sadness of my memories is holding it together. These songs and memories are little windows into the past, but the more you look at them, the more you stain the glass with your breath so to speak. You holding up ok my guy?
Can't say I'm doing good... it's not even hair the problem, even though it might have contributed to it. I am still unemployed and I am literally pushing college beyond my limits. Chose a degree that I little did know about, ended up disliking it and nowadays I'm just lost. My mood shifts constantly but I try my best to remember that I still have unaccomplished goals to make. Maybe this is the thing that keeps me going. I just hope that in a few years from now I'll be in a place similar to yours: respectable job, maybe a new partner and successful. And not less important, with peace of mind.
You're still young, never forget that my friend. Even if you feel old and worn mentally, time is still in your favour. I wandered around aimlessly for the first few years of adulthood as well. Spend too much time 'working' towards a useless dregree and getting high and just laying around doing nothing with my ex. Eventually I went back to uni and studied something that would guarantee me a good job straight out of the gate. Never too late to change direction if you think you've found the right path. I've seen people go back at 30 and older and turn their lives around.
Peace of mind is indeed all-important. I see those 'lost' years now as carefree and blessed, oddly enough. As the peak of my existence so far. I don't know, there's some spiritual emptiness at the core of our modern way of life that 'success' can't fix I feel. But that's up to me to find out and find a remedy for