epictetus
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I've become something of a shut-in lately while being unemployed, and Thanksgiving was the first time since the summer that I've been around a large gathering.
I've been buzzing my head with #2, and I no longer use concealer.
What kind of reaction do I get from my relatives, particularly the males? Ridicule, mocking. My uncle commented when I had longer hair that I had a "bald spot" and was thinning. Now I cut it close, and I look ridiculous to him. My grandfather is 80 and has a full head of hair, and made several swipes at my looks. Sometimes I swear that the only thing that'd please these people is if I killed myself. They act like I'm defying God and man by staying alive, with my disfiguring baldness.
After a bout of this treatment, it gets so much harder to get the gumption to go to job interviews, much less out in public. I can't help but feel that I've really got to have some chutzpah to show my ugly, bald head in public. "How DARE you apply for a job here, you freak? Stop wasting my time."
I've been buzzing my head with #2, and I no longer use concealer.
What kind of reaction do I get from my relatives, particularly the males? Ridicule, mocking. My uncle commented when I had longer hair that I had a "bald spot" and was thinning. Now I cut it close, and I look ridiculous to him. My grandfather is 80 and has a full head of hair, and made several swipes at my looks. Sometimes I swear that the only thing that'd please these people is if I killed myself. They act like I'm defying God and man by staying alive, with my disfiguring baldness.
After a bout of this treatment, it gets so much harder to get the gumption to go to job interviews, much less out in public. I can't help but feel that I've really got to have some chutzpah to show my ugly, bald head in public. "How DARE you apply for a job here, you freak? Stop wasting my time."