i REALLY hate my life. i've got such a crap load of problems i don't even know where to start.
ok, i now believe my hairloss is from nutritional deficiency. Sorry to say so, but i really believe it. but i can argue all day and ppl will tell me its male pattern baldness cause that 90% of all balding males diagnosize.
anyway, i'm going to to give it a shot and see if ppl know wtf is wrong with me. OK, since i was in college 5 years ago, i've experienced:
- Insomnia. thats the reason why i'm here ranting! its 7am and i popped a sleeping pill and i'm still so wired i could probably take a whole SAT test and score decently. This sucks, i feel great at night and by daytime i'm tired as shiat and look like crap with my eyes half open.
- Weight loss. This is also the reason why i think my hairloss is caused by nutritional deficiency. I eat like a mad man. I swear I eat like 4500 calories per day. I take 2-3 dumps each day. thats how much i eat! But i'm losing muscle and weight! my watch is so loose i could spin it around my wrist. my friends are notcing my weightloss and are telling me that its getting "scary." I hate my body. its like a pair of chopsticks.
- Hairloss. Hairline has not changed. just hair density getting lower each day with thinner hair. this all happened VERY rapidly, so i don't think its male pattern baldness.
I did a body/blood check for the past 3 years and all reports say i'm normal. I know there's smthg wrong with me. its weird, but it seems like i absorb NOTHING into my body. i take Centrum and other fatty acid pills, but it seems like its not absorbing.
did my body not remember how to process food since high school? do u guys know of any diseases with symptoms like these? at first i thought it was great. i could eat all the pizza i want and not gain a pound, but now i see no end to this. i feel weaker each day and some crap always comes along to bug me. I REALLY hate life with a passion.
sorr, had to rant. please give any help or suggestions u may have.
ok, i now believe my hairloss is from nutritional deficiency. Sorry to say so, but i really believe it. but i can argue all day and ppl will tell me its male pattern baldness cause that 90% of all balding males diagnosize.
anyway, i'm going to to give it a shot and see if ppl know wtf is wrong with me. OK, since i was in college 5 years ago, i've experienced:
- Insomnia. thats the reason why i'm here ranting! its 7am and i popped a sleeping pill and i'm still so wired i could probably take a whole SAT test and score decently. This sucks, i feel great at night and by daytime i'm tired as shiat and look like crap with my eyes half open.
- Weight loss. This is also the reason why i think my hairloss is caused by nutritional deficiency. I eat like a mad man. I swear I eat like 4500 calories per day. I take 2-3 dumps each day. thats how much i eat! But i'm losing muscle and weight! my watch is so loose i could spin it around my wrist. my friends are notcing my weightloss and are telling me that its getting "scary." I hate my body. its like a pair of chopsticks.
- Hairloss. Hairline has not changed. just hair density getting lower each day with thinner hair. this all happened VERY rapidly, so i don't think its male pattern baldness.
I did a body/blood check for the past 3 years and all reports say i'm normal. I know there's smthg wrong with me. its weird, but it seems like i absorb NOTHING into my body. i take Centrum and other fatty acid pills, but it seems like its not absorbing.
did my body not remember how to process food since high school? do u guys know of any diseases with symptoms like these? at first i thought it was great. i could eat all the pizza i want and not gain a pound, but now i see no end to this. i feel weaker each day and some crap always comes along to bug me. I REALLY hate life with a passion.
sorr, had to rant. please give any help or suggestions u may have.