Delete. Never mind. These dudes below misunderstood and if two did then I might as well delete it haha. And I have no idea what those other forums are. This was meant as a stupid throw away post, generally speaking.
Dude whatever you are saying Come from lookism and incel forums. These are Bad for your mental health. You dont need to be a warrior (or to have the skull of one ) to be a good and happy man.
My respect to your dad and i Hope that you will find peace outside of these kind of internet communities