Why The f*** My Parents Are Such Inhuman Pieces Of sh*t ?

[Stanx22]

I had enough of my parents, this is too much. My father who is 42 years older than me has done nothing to me except f*****g me over and ruining my life either with his subhuman genetics or with his shitty treatment and attitude.

He's always playing the victim and doesn't give a sh*t about anything except himself and how people think about him, i never had any suppprt from him except financial support, i have never felt that i have a father in my life.

Since i was a child my father used to hit me for the most useless reasons, always putting me down and disappointed in me whatever i do, doesn't respond to me whan i talk to him, doesn't talk to me except when he needs something from me and after that he forgets about me, believes that i'm the worst, most worthless f*****g kid ever existed, humiliates me in front of people and never trusts me or encourages me because he believes that i can't do anything and that i'm a worthless c***, and he told me when he knew that i'm losing my hair that no one gives a f*** and i should deal with it despite him being the one who's responsible for it.

My mother on the other hand is just mindlessly following my father even if he's wrong, she doesn't think logically and extremely annoying.

She told me today that she won't buy me treatments again (my father doesn't know because he won't let me get them), i told her why ? She told me because i'm unworthy of getting treatments. That i'm a worthless loser and they won't bother spending money on someone like me. She then told me that i only care about things like hair and sh*t, I told her you want me to lose my hair at 18 and destroy my life ? She then got angry and insulted me, i told her that everyone is not a loser because they don't have to be bothered by hair loss at 17, that i'm a loser because i'm depressed, thanks to my parents trash genetics.


I won't beg them for money anymore, if they don't want, then fine. But i swear to god when i lose my hair, that i'll show them the hell on earth. I'll make them wish for their own death. They destroyed my life and now they don't even want to help me because i'm a worthless sh*t ? This worthless sh*t will be the reason of their death in the future.

 

[rclark]

Remember, you share ALL of your chromosones with your parents.

That means, you are at LEAST HALF a piece of sh*t, depending on WHICH PARENT CHEATED
on the other!

On some level, you must know it's true. Just flush yourself down the toilet, and be finished.

 

[IdealForehead]

Why not get a part time job just to pay for your treatments? eg. Even working minimum wage at a fast food joint so you can buy your finasteride?

The social interaction would probably be good for you. I bet you'd feel better after a while to get out of the house and do something. My mood is generally much better after a busy day of work than if I am sitting at home alone. Men thrive on feeling productive even if it's something small.

There is no benefit to letting yourself go bald. From what you say, you have terrible parents who won't care either way. So it's really only going to hurt you. If you have to work even 1 day a week to buy your treatments and get out of the house, I can't see how that would be a bad thing. It would be good for you all around.

 

[Stanx22]

Why not get a part time job just to pay for your treatments? eg. Even working minimum wage at a fast food joint so you can buy your finasteride?

The social interaction would probably be good for you. I bet you'd feel better after a while to get out of the house and do something. My mood is generally much better after a busy day of work than if I am sitting at home alone. Men thrive on feeling productive even if it's something small.

There is no benefit to letting yourself go bald. From what you say, you have terrible parents who won't care either way. So it's really only going to hurt you. If you have to work even 1 day a week to buy your treatments and get out of the house, I can't see how that would be a bad thing. It would be good for you all around.

This doesn't happen in a third world country and my parents won't let me work or leave the house.

 

[Saurabhaj]

Stop blaming parents if you are suffering from your own characteristics.


Its your own life,you are using 'projection defence' for you own benefit by blaming parents.

f*** even an Artificial Intelligence robot will take matter in their hand and will not consider or blame the designers who designed them.

Make your own existance.

You have to take life in your own hand and work on doing things to make yourself independant.

Even girls are far better nowadays than guys who wants to progress in life by undertaking ambitious endeavours.

Man first get a job and then think about girls.

There is saying in hindi that says:
'Nokri nahi toh chokri nahi'.
Means "no job,no girls."

There is meme of one imaginative job consultancy company that says:
Want a girfriend,apply for the job now.

Hair or no hair,your life will be miserable if you do not progress in life.

Give up the resistance,accept defeat to your drawbacks, do hard work in other areas of your life and then win the game back.

 

[CaptainForehead]

That i'm a worthless loser and they won't bother spending money on someone like me.

She really said that?
Do you have siblings?

 

[Afro_Vacancy]

I had enough of my parents, this is too much. My father who is 42 years older than me has done nothing to me except f*****g me over and ruining my life either with his subhuman genetics or with his shitty treatment and attitude.

He's always playing the victim and doesn't give a sh*t about anything except himself and how people think about him, i never had any suppprt from him except financial support, i have never felt that i have a father in my life.

Since i was a child my father used to hit me for the most useless reasons, always putting me down and disappointed in me whatever i do, doesn't respond to me whan i talk to him, doesn't talk to me except when he needs something from me and after that he forgets about me, believes that i'm the worst, most worthless f*****g kid ever existed, humiliates me in front of people and never trusts me or encourages me because he believes that i can't do anything and that i'm a worthless c***, and he told me when he knew that i'm losing my hair that no one gives a f*** and i should deal with it despite him being the one who's responsible for it.

My mother on the other hand is just mindlessly following my father even if he's wrong, she doesn't think logically and extremely annoying.

She told me today that she won't buy me treatments again (my father doesn't know because he won't let me get them), i told her why ? She told me because i'm unworthy of getting treatments. That i'm a worthless loser and they won't bother spending money on someone like me. She then told me that i only care about things like hair and sh*t, I told her you want me to lose my hair at 18 and destroy my life ? She then got angry and insulted me, i told her that everyone is not a loser because they don't have to be bothered by hair loss at 17, that i'm a loser because i'm depressed, thanks to my parents trash genetics.


I won't beg them for money anymore, if they don't want, then fine. But i swear to god when i lose my hair, that i'll show them the hell on earth. I'll make them wish for their own death. They destroyed my life and now they don't even want to help me because i'm a worthless sh*t ? This worthless sh*t will be the reason of their death in the future.

It's midnight here.

I'll read this tomorrow and try and say something thoughtful.

I was raised by a decent father, and a dumb, ADHD-afflicted, frigid, mean, psychotic, lazy mother. I can probably relate.

 

[Stanx22]

She really said that?
Do you have siblings?

I have 2 older sisters.

 

[CaptainForehead]

I have 2 older sisters.

Oh, so guaranteed grandkids for your parents.

 

[Stanx22]

Oh, so guaranteed grandkids for your parents.

Yeah, they only care about their own benefit. They even told me that they only wanted a boy to help them and to carry on my father's name. They have never given a single f*** about me or my feelings or my problems, only what i can offer them as if i'm some sort of a machine or a slave with no feelings. I've always envied other kids for their parents and i wished that mine were like them.

 

[blackg]

Stop blaming parents if you are suffering from your own characteristics.


Its your own life,you are using 'projection defence' for you own benefit by blaming parents.

f*** even an Artificial Intelligence robot will take matter in their hand and will not consider or blame the designers who designed them.

Make your own existance.

You have to take life in your own hand and work on doing things to make yourself independant.

Even girls are far better nowadays than guys who wants to progress in life by undertaking ambitious endeavours.

Man first get a job and then think about girls.

There is saying in hindi that says:
'Nokri nahi toh chokri nahi'.
Means "no job,no girls."

There is meme of one imaginative job consultancy company that says:
Want a girfriend,apply for the job now.

Hair or no hair,your life will be miserable if you do not progress in life.

Give up the resistance,accept defeat to your drawbacks, do hard work in other areas of your life and then win the game back.

No hair - No girls.

 

[blackg]

Yeah, they only care about their own benefit. They even told me that they only wanted a boy to help them and to carry on my father's name. They have never given a single f*** about me or my feelings or my problems, only what i can offer them as if i'm some sort of a machine or a slave with no feelings. I've always envied other kids for their parents and i wished that mine were like them.

Please don't take offence to this, Stan, but are you viewed as a disappointment in your parents eyes?
And if you are viewed as a disappointment.. why?

 

[DHTpolice]

Stop blaming parents if you are suffering from your own characteristics.


Its your own life,you are using 'projection defence' for you own benefit by blaming parents.

f*** even an Artificial Intelligence robot will take matter in their hand and will not consider or blame the designers who designed them.

Make your own existance.

You have to take life in your own hand and work on doing things to make yourself independant.

Even girls are far better nowadays than guys who wants to progress in life by undertaking ambitious endeavours.

Man first get a job and then think about girls.

There is saying in hindi that says:
'Nokri nahi toh chokri nahi'.
Means "no job,no girls."

There is meme of one imaginative job consultancy company that says:
Want a girfriend,apply for the job now.

Hair or no hair,your life will be miserable if you do not progress in life.

Give up the resistance,accept defeat to your drawbacks, do hard work in other areas of your life and then win the game back.

Baal nahi toh chokri nahi.

 

[Saurabhaj]

Baal nahi toh chokri nahi.

Haha true

 

[blackg]

It's midnight here.

I'll read this tomorrow and try and say something thoughtful.

I was raised by a decent father, and a dumb, ADHD-afflicted, frigid, mean, psychotic, lazy mother. I can probably relate.

Do you celebrate Mother's Day?

 

[razzmatazz91]

@Stanx22 your parents are assholes. That's something you need to (and can ultimately) get over .

f*** what they want from you. Right now, you need to focus on getting money for treatments. Do that at all costs.

And for long term, you need to focus on education, getting the f*** out of that house and thenaybe an hair transplant.

 

[Runninghair]

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[Stanx22]

Please don't take offence to this, Stan, but are you viewed as a disappointment in your parents eyes?
And if you are viewed as a disappointment.. why?

They see me as a disappointment because i'm not the top of my school who makes everyone jealous of their son. I can't because i'm dealing with sh*t tons of problems including hair loss at 17 and no one gives a f*** about me.

 

[fixthis]

Pretty sure in 'third world
Countries' children working from very young. Not the opposite.

It depends, if I remember correctly Stanx said he was middle class there so it's not like he's dirt poor. In the 3rd world even the middle class people can hire cleaners and sh*t.

 

[Stanx22]

To top it off, i lost my only friend today because i figured out that he's nothing but a piece of sh*t who uses me.

I have such a nice life. No friends, no gf, practicality no parents, sh*t genetics with aggressive hair loss at 17, living in a third world sh*t hole, have sh*t tons of mental illnesses and no money. I f*****g had enough of this sh*t with my shitty life and with this cruel piece of sh*t world. I get fucked and turned down over and over with no chance of even being normal. I just want to destroy everything now, hatred is consuming me.