kerzyguy said:
i did sign up for college, but i cancelled my registration as i felt i wasnt ready i will be going next year, its not all bad, i usually go visit my brother for a month or two and spend some time there in toronto quite alot, and its totally different, i hang with all his buddies and we go out to the bars and sh*t and it all works out, i just cant move there, he cant really put me up at his place as there isnt much room its too bad cause all like, the depression and stuff ends, its as soon as i get back here, its shitty
Right Alex,
I can totally relate to you, I have gone through those thought patterns as you and many other guys have. I feel for you really do.
Anyway, the general jist I get from your post is that you are upset because of how others are treating to you. In short life is not your "ideal" at the moment. This is a really hard lesson for us all to learn, but life is tough mate. f*****g tough. You have to understand, that everybody is essentially in the same boat as you, with the exception of those that have it on a silver platter. You have to understand too essentially we are alone here, girls come and go, friends come and go...people come and go (for example Dr House has recently left the forums to get on with his own sh*t), you ARE therefore number one.
Now lets put things into perspective, you have two options a) sit back, and continue to let other people dictate the way you feel, react to the hardships that come with that or b) grab life by the f*****g balls and make the situation so that it is in your favour.
Either way, you will experience pain, but by facing your fears and trying to overcome them for the better, is an act of courage!
That aside Alex, as a spectator, I will list down reasons why you should not be down:
1) There is physically NOTHING wrong with you. You are not bald/balding, are at a good weight, and are an attractive guy
2) You are what - 19? You are young and have your whole life ahead of you.
3) Live in a country that gives you opportunities in life.
4) Everything that you have mentioned - lack of social skills etc can be improved.
So instead of being on a downer, why don't you build on this and become awesome?
Finally, whenever you are down, try and think about the sh*t you have been blessed with: since coming onto this forum - I am really seeing Hairloss in a different perspecitive, in the sense that I really really am grateful that I have lost my hair yet. Which makes me realise that life is not that bad afterall!