A Question I Have About Suicide ~ Extra Words

[blackg]

I'm guessing you have tattoos.

While I do disagree with Fred's statement about how IQ and poor judgement are common traits of people who get tattoos, I do not think it's fair that you say Captain Forehead's statement is "ultra conservative".

He simply said he doesn't find tattoos on women (or men) attractive. With all due respect, equating personal preferences for optional bodily adornments or lack thereof with some sort of conservative bigotry is a pretty absurd comparison.

It's like saying that my dislike of pajama pants as some sort of fashion statement that plenty of women make these days must stem from some conservative mindset.

No, mate, I don't have any tattoos. I was indifferent to the zeitgeist of the times and never fell into line by getting tattoos.

But what I also find sad is the reaction some people have to those tattoos.
That was actually more illuminating for me.
To see how easily some people were offended and riled up.
All because of a little skin ink!

I've said this before and I'll say it again: If it doesn't concern you or affect your life in any way, shut the f*** up about it, ya whiny old....

Anyway.. I support your lifestyle no matter what you get up to in those pyjamas.

 

[blackg]

I hate them, too, but wouldn't you bang a girl with this tattoo?

No, I couldn't. Not now because I would be thinking about Dante as I try to bang away.

You wrecked my love life. Thanks!

 

[rafiles]

I'm not considering killing myself at the present moment.. Nor do I expect I will consider it any time soon.

I've been thinking a lot lately though.. I'm getting older (28) and I'm realizing more and more the fleeting of life. It really does go by quickly. The movie Space Jam turned 20 years old today for example and it just blew my mind that it has been that long. In my best Yoda voice.. Puts things into perspective, things like that do.

I've been thinking a lot about what it will be like to be older.. I'm talking getting into your 70's and 80's etc. Life can be a motherfucker, even at a young age and I can only imagine what it's going to be like to be an old man.

If I don't die in some sudden way, or by some disease/disorder before I get old.. I honestly believe that I will kill myself when I reach an age of helplessness. The day I know that I can no longer take care of myself, I'm going to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger. Seems like a great alternative to dwindling away in some nursing home that smells of feet while waiting on the people that are supposed to come visit you that never do.

This is kind of a random post.. I only post it because I'm curious if anybody else on here thinks along these lines. I don't normally think this far ahead, but seeing helpless old people depresses me. I couldn't live like that.

From your comments I understand that you dont have a partner. You are 28 I am 30 what now.
I am muslim, we believe about other life after dying and this life doesnt end, and you will get all things what you want etc.
And No I dont think about my 70s 80s, and I dont know if my life would be that long.