It's been a bit guys.
I have been a bit too busy having fun this summer to bother posting or worrying about hair. Its been cottage time, road trips, beach, and just good stuff.
I have been spending time in nature. I am riding my bike on a trail for the first time since maybe I was a kid. I am hiking in the trails. Its been great. I am running a bit too when its not hot out or swimming. I am getting a bit if sun too exercising outdoors mostly doing calisthenics. Oh and I got a dog too.
Anyway, I am not sure if rogaine 5% works. I am not saying its not working either. My hair looks good. Not perfect. I am not noticing itchy scalp or hair loss. Knock on wood. Its itchy now that I said something. I hear hair loss is due to dht and male pattern baldness genes but, I recently heard its scalp pH. A girl said she made a baking soda shampoo but, it was causing shedding so she stopped.
Anyway, I noticed I have tiny hairs on my nose. Its gross. There super tiny. Also, I have random nose hair. Like long do, I pluck it. It hurts. Today, I am noticing tiny hairs on and around the earlobe. Even ear hair I never noticed or had before. Its annoying.
Is this a side effect? Its not likely I can shave it. It would likely grow thicker. I might wax it. I am thinking of getting a trimmer for now. Like, a stylet or some beard trimmer. Its embarrassing. I hope this hasn't been going on too long.
Anyway, I sort of felt like a incel or a mgtow lately. Like, there's no hope. I mean, I would date and to pickup but, it all felt futile. I mean, marriage, children, a dog. Its not working either. I began just accepting it but, I took the mindset, I have nothing to lose. Its like, if its futile, why not approach? What do I have to lose?
Guess what happened? I am dating a lot. A lot more. Its futile still. As in, I am not sure if I am going to have a gf or marry but, anything is possible if someone just tried to be better. I have buried so much family. Its gotten pretty dark at times in my life. At this point, I do my best. I leave the rest to god.