Another Depressing Thread About Being Depressed

[SmoothSailing]

Jez there are some proper knobheads on here! Guys we are not in the primary school playground some of you really need to have a word with yourselves. Calling somebody a wh*** is not ok in whatever context, especially when it is unwarranted. We come on here to discuss our issues around hair loss not to be insulted for no reason.

wh***

 

[blackg]

this whole thread is what this chick was lf, attention and validation

shes not balding like males do, might be difusin slightly

still chicks dominate dating market regardless of how they look, still chicks have life on easy mode, still there are always gona be whiteknights irl like the guy in the thread ready to give everythin to undeserving sl*ts

jfl @ life

No woman is an "undeserving sl*t."
All women should be treated with respect and their private lives are non of our damn business.
And women don't have a life on easy mode at all. They may for a short while during their twenties when gullible men will be smitten by the sight of a pretty face, but after that it's all downhill for women while their male peers ascend up the food chain.

Georgie is in a very precarious life position at the moment and you should support her.

 

[blackg]

On the contrary I find Patrick and his cabal to belong to same place who fap relentlessly after seeing a white woman and than call her wh*** for they think they have angered their God.

I agree with you. There definitely is a guilt complex regarding abusing the same girl you are jerking-off to.
And it all stems from that so-called provocative photo that Georgie posted.

The poor girl started a guilt ridden, angry jerk-off session amongst all the boys in this angry cabal.
Then they started abusing her for it.

 

[Fkdup]

I agree with you. There definitely is a guilt complex regarding abusing the same girl you are jerking-off to.
And it all stems from that so-called provocative photo that Georgie posted.

The poor girl started a guilt ridden, angry jerk-off session amongst all the boys in this angry cabal.
Then they started abusing her for it.

Could not put any better even if I tried to.

Strange thing is, people here don't get tired telling how cruel the world is. But so damn oblivious of their own conduct. Making up for their timid real life existence perhaps.

Also so many guys saying that @Georgie posts and threads were damn valuable here but still hardly anyone try to intervene here on her behalf even if they want to. Shows you kind of chokehold and freerun these guys have on this forum.

 

[Exodus2011]

attention wh*** doesn't literally mean wh***. thats what you guys don't understand

sounds like you guys dont know the context and history of the phrase

 

[Alex_325]

No woman is an "undeserving sl*t."
All women should be treated with respect and their private lives are non of our damn business.
And women don't have a life on easy mode at all. They may for a short while during their twenties when gullible men will be smitten by the sight of a pretty face, but after that it's all downhill for women while their male peers ascend up the food chain.

Georgie is in a very precarious life position at the moment and you should support her.

lol f*** off "and you should support her" why should i would she do the same for others? nah doubt it when men talk about their issues they are shrugged off as nothing but m'ladies need support as soon they break a nail.

 

[blackg]

lol f*** off "and you should support her" why should i would she do the same for others? nah doubt it when men talk about their issues they are shrugged off as nothing but m'ladies need support as soon they break a nail.

We as reasonable men should always support a woman, or even man, in need of some emotional reassurance.

We are not robots, we all ache.

 

[Exodus2011]

We as reasonable men should always support a woman, or even man, in need of some emotional reassurance.

We are not robots, we all ache.

"even man"? why use those words? you implying men don't deserve reassurance as much as women?

 

[blackg]

Low IQ response.

Who are you calling low IQ?

 

[Fkdup]

"even man"? why use those words? you implying men don't deserve reassurance as much as women?

No. Actually man had been less prone to show their weakness, insecurities, grief for they would be called beta, girly, f***** etc etc. So when one say "lend your shoulder to cry", people normally meant in context of girls in need.
Blackg just meant that we should help everyone in emotional need.

 

[Fkdup]

lol f*** off "and you should support her" why should i would she do the same for others? nah doubt it when men talk about their issues they are shrugged off as nothing but m'ladies need support as soon they break a nail.

Actually yes, she DID the same for me and some others by reassuring us about our health issues at some point of time.

 

[razzmatazz91]

There are days when I get by kidding myself that things might get better or perhaps things aren’t as bad as I think they are. It’s easy to do this when you always use things to conceal your hairloss. It’s like telling a lie so often that you begin to believe it.

Today I washed my hair as usual, hundreds of hairs moulted into my hands as usual. I roll the hair into a ball and throw it away. Brush my wet hair and attempt to dissociate while I feel the strands upon strands which catch and come loose in the brush, departing my scalp. I avoid the part where I look at my wet hair most of the time, but today I looked. My soul shattered into little pieces when I realised how bad things have gotten. There was scalp shining through the top of my hair so obviously that in a panic I quickly moved to blow dry it in some vain attempt to escape that reality. When I’d finished drying it I let my eyes linger again. Scalp. See-through hair. I was looking at someone with obvious female pattern baldness. I couldn’t handle it. I threw my hair into a Ponytail to enclose my gaping part, then see the chunks of my temples that are missing. The hair on my sideburns looks frayed and wiry. My widows peak has become jagged as my hairline recedes in clumps each day. The hair around my ears is receded to the point where it looks like if had a face lift. I’m trapped. I can’t do anything with this hair. I cannot hide this anymore. I am on so many drugs that should work and don’t.

Tonight I lie in my bed and wonder how I will go on. I know in my heart that I cannot fix this. I really can’t.
Tonight I want to be dead.

I just needed to vent this, as I feel completely alone in this outside of the forum. I am a freak, even by Androgenetic Alopecia standards. I am foul and my appearance make me want to burst into tears. It makes me want to down a bottle of spironolactone and wait for the potassium to take me out.

How do we go on? How am I supposed to live with this? I don’t think I can.

I'm going through a depressive episode right now... All I can say for sure is that you are not alone Georgie.
A freak even by AA standards? Many of us are. I'm NW6 diffuse with retrograde. An I am ugly.

You aren't alone. And you should explore as much as possible here.
I know it's painful, but maybe think of managing yourself as you are long-term, even if these treatments don't work. That might give you another line of thought to keep going while we all wait for these treatments.

Hang in there Georgie I also believe better treatments are closer than ever in the meantime try healing from the inside out. Eat as healthy as you can and water fast one day a week. God bless

What difference does a water fast make?

 

[Cowboys fan]

I'm going through a depressive episode right now... All I can say for sure is that you are not alone Georgie.
A freak even by AA standards? Many of us are. I'm NW6 diffuse with retrograde. An I am ugly.

You aren't alone. And you should explore as much as possible here.
I know it's painful, but maybe think of managing yourself as you are long-term, even if these treatments don't work. That might give you another line of thought to keep going while we all wait for these treatments.



What difference does a water fast make?

Helps with inflammation

 

[razzmatazz91]

Helps with inflammation

Really? That's something.
I'm sure it will have absolutely no effect on hair loss, but still. Source?

 

[MorningGlory]

attention wh*** doesn't literally mean wh***. thats what you guys don't understand

sounds like you guys dont know the context and history of the phrase

“Attention wh***” is an internet colloquialism. I’ve mostly used the term against men, it doesn’t mean I think they’re male escorts. Most of this conflict was redundant. @Georgie didn’t need to stop posting, but I still doubt her authenticity.

 

[Exodus2011]

“Attention wh***” is an internet colloquialism. I’ve mostly used the term against men, it doesn’t mean I think they’re male escorts. Most of this conflict was redundant. @Georgie didn’t need to stop posting, but I still doubt her authenticity.

most of the time its women that are attention w****s though.

 

[MorningGlory]

most of the time its women that are attention w****s though.

Possibly. But internet forums tend to be male dominated spaces so the attention whoring is often from men. That said, I remember when I used to post on East Side Boxing, the smattering of women who contributed always seemed very keen to announce they were women rather than just joining in the conversation.

 

[Arrade]

Possibly. But internet forums tend to be male dominated spaces so the attention whoring is often from men. That said, I remember when I used to post on East Side Boxing, the smattering of women who contributed always seemed very keen to announce they were women rather than just joining in the conversation.

Nice profile pic. That dude beat yoko ono. Maybe you should stop harassing someone

 

[MorningGlory]

Nice profile pic. That dude beat yoko ono. Maybe you should stop harassing someone

Maybe you should stop pretending to be a pillar of virtue. I haven’t harassed anyone.