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ive taken many anti psychotics that fucked up my brain. ive taken a drug called haldol for 2 years that gave me big memory problems. my dick dident worked for years. but it wasent the finasteride. i was on medications immidiatly after stopping finasteride. my early baldness litterly drove me insane. now im clean of it and my dick is working full time. im f*****g horny as hell but i feel even more misrable because im alone and cant get any woman. imagine that. being so horny and unable to fullfill your desires. all because of this genetic defect. i hate my father who gave me this sickness and i dident talked to him in years. this curse litterally ruined my life. all my 20's were wasted away because of it and i never got any degree or anything. i stil work at shitty jobs which i get fired from in less then a month. im sick of my life. im sick of getting fired. im sick of being alone. im sick of it compleatly.No but I used to take antidepressants for a few years. It gave me ED on and off. After my 2nd transplant (the 1st one sort of failed) I started feeling a lot better about myself and then I had a constant battle trying to quit them until I finally managed to do it. I took finasteride for a little while too but it gave me sides, however they subsided a couple weeks after I quit.
I'm never gonna take any meds again, I'd rather have depression and anxiety, but honestly my brain chemistry has balanced itself in the last couple of years. I have my ups and downs but it's not something that I can't live with and I finally have a full time job and a promising career ahead of me.
I would try to take finasteride again but there's no point anymore because most of my hair is already gone. I just have low density all over the scalp, and I haven't shed in a long long time so I just hope that those little hairs stay there forever or at least until I'm 40 and married.