It seems like I have to keep repeating myself over, and over. Honest about what? I am as torn as I am confident in my abilities. At times I am an over head achiever but then reach all time lows.
Is it realy a surprise when yu deal with hair loss and not being able to accept yourself that you live a life like a roller coaster of emotions. What is there to explain? I can hardly understand it myself how I go from feeling amazing about myself to self-depreciating at the flick of a switch or reflection in a mirror.
I could care less what you think, as majority of the time I hardly ever read your posts to begin with. I am sure many other can relate.
Id imagine if I was as bad as you say then why do I receive endless pms for guidance and small talk? I must be doing something right. For yourself, more enemies then friends around here. Put it this way, I didn't even have to reply yet I had people that I periodically speak with come to my defence. Must say somethinf about my character and how others perceive me
"I don't read your posts like many others"
"I've got loads of friends PM'ing me"
"You have more enemies than friends"
"Look how everyone jumps to my defence"
Firstly this is very presumptuous as to whether I correspond with others on here and who my friends are, but I won't resort to the same navel gazing you seem to be surviving with as a defence.
Secondly, as I just wrote, your defence isn't within the confines of what we're talking about, it's the sign of narcissism, just resort back to this general idea that you're a big winner and I'm a big loser.
Thirdly, if a lot of your "buddies" on here who rely on your support, are like a few of the guys who responded here in your defence, then I can definitely live with having some people on here as enemies. It's actually a compliment if anything.
You go from brashly calling me a butt hurt coper to now acting like a defenceless child, you seem to be validating your arrogance (which I've pointed out in previous quotes, and another poster quoted how parodically you responded to accusations of arrogance by replying "I'll never be average like the rest of the copers") by giving us the sob story that baldness effects your imbalance of highs and lows, as if you are the only one. I said in one of my last posts that it's a helpful reminder now and then that you act like a douche, and as DoctorHouse said we are all a work in progress, but you seem to be above that and convincing yourself that any criticism of you is un-warranted.
Why? Because at first I was just butt hurt, then it was because you are above an average coper, now it's because you're this victim who has ups and downs, and we should all put up with your bullshit when you have "ups" because you have so many fans while the rest of us have enemies.
Completely meaningless exchange here.