even after taking a break from these forums

[seb]

i still can't f*cking stop thinking about hair loss

its gonna be a splinter in the back of my head forever i guess

its fukin' stupid i'm a few months from 19 but on the inside, mentally i feel a lot closer to 49 really. jesus fuk this sh*t makes you feel old and rotten and degenerate

i literally cannot even listen to anything other than depressing music. i just feel like an old ugly f*ck when i listen to it and it doesn't feel right at all.

dam i hate myself so bad lol

It will only get worse,certainly before it can get better.With your melancholic personality(like mine),as times goes by,it doesnt get easier,you just learn to resign too the fact that this is the best you can look for the rest of youre life.

 

[seb]

but actually on the bright side i think it will get better as i get older, at least i dont see why not.

seeing a lot more bald guys or balding guys wud help me cope with it

thats why i like just saying i'm 19 see it feels less retarded to say i'm "19 and losing hair" than "18 and losing hair" even tho really its a minor difference

Hopefully i does for you,I found the opposite.

 

[pidda]

I have a weird paradox where I spend a lot of time researching anti-hairloss products and treatments while trying to figure out the best way to style my hair when I wouldn't give a sh*t if I were to shave everything off. I guess it is because I kept the shaved head look for at least a year. While I didn't mind it I guess I got bored of the look?

 

[Beingbaldsucks]

Be strong, you have 10 years of pure hell before you, it will get better when others will be old and miserable lik you.

 

[seb]

Be strong, you have 10 years of pure hell before you, it will get better when others will be old and miserable lik you.

 

[s.a.f]

I think HPM has off'd himself.

 

[slipy]

i actually thought exodus blew his head off with his shotgun when he dissapeared from the forums tbh.

 

[slipy]

I think HPM has off'd himself.

wat? seriously?

yes he was talking about it, then he just disappeared. :dunno:

 

[seb]

Perhaps he is at peace within,and accepted his fate.

 

[seb]

i actually thought exodus blew his head off with his shotgun when he dissapeared from the forums tbh.

lol my stepdad has the shotgun and i'm not staying with him now hahaha

and i havent been drinking so no risk there

i've thought to myself, if i am gonna kill myself im just gonna go infantry in the armed forces and go out like a boss. shoot im wanting to die anyways

You are to young too die....wait until you are old,say 30s then do it.

 

[zeroes]

Seb that is a shocking thing to say, even if you meant it as a joke.

 

[seb]

thats actually sound advice seb. i figure if i DID want to commit suicide, i'd want to have sex and do a few more drugs maybe before i die

Yes,at youre tender age,there is alot too achieve.

 

[LooseItAll]

yep

haha funny how you keep saying i'm young, i feel a lot closer to 39 on the inside then 19 really.

Just wait till you're a 25 year old miserable virgin. You'll feel like a 70 year old... :dunno:

 

[slipy]

yep

haha funny how you keep saying i'm young, i feel a lot closer to 39 on the inside then 19 really.

i feel a bit different, i don't see myself as old because of balding, i just feel disfigured. that's what it is essentially, not necessarily a sing of old age, nor a disease, but a disfigurment.

 

[andrei_eremenko]

again....depression all over...I have been thorough. it will get worse and worse...My advice? go take a baseball cap if that make you feel better and go outside...talk to people...laugh, go with the car on mountains or do anything you like...Just don't spent the time in your home in front of a pc thinking about hairloss...it doesn't help! it will make your life better!

 

[s.a.f]

I think HPM has off'd himself.

wat? seriously?

yes he was talking about it, then he just disappeared. :dunno:

I dont remember him talking about it, but if he has then he's obviously got more balls than I credited him with.

 

[s.a.f]

again....depression all over...I have been thorough. it will get worse and worse...My advice? go take a baseball cap if that make you feel better and go outside...talk to people...laugh, go with the car on mountains or do anything you like...Just don't spent the time in your home in front of a pc thinking about hairloss...it doesn't help! it will make your life better!

Better to be an outgoing bald virgin who at least has a social life, than a depressed bald virgin doing nothing.

 

[s.a.f]

well he isn't suffering anymore if he has done it, thats for sure :whistle:

He's most likely discovered Wow or brought himself a sex doll.

 

[s.a.f]

What his £50 a week pocket money? I dont think him telling her about his mums conservatory will cut it.

 

[slipy]

i used to think along the terms of "disfigured" as well but then realized real disfigured people get pity. we dont, ours is a natural occurrence, it just happens much more often among older people

technically it might not be a disfigurment, but at least to me it sure as hell looks like one.

I dont remember him talking about it, but if he has then he's obviously got more balls than I credited him with.

WTF!

sh*t you don't think he has do you?

yes, he did. google hairpieceman + fleshlight + suicide for more detailed info.