I’ve never been closer to suicide than on trans regimen. Im prone to depression but bruh.. I had a suicide plan, actively sucidial. Before at worst i would be like, i hope car hits me today but on hrt I had severe mood swings to the point I had my “last meals” and wanted to proceed with suicide asap without any external factors at play. HRT is dangerous for psyche of
real men tbh. You feel like men but your outer self is skinny fat pussy with weak looking face.
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My face on cypro and e2. May not be severe to yall but all my friends noticed and told me to stop. As I did and it made me severly depressed, not worth.
And my non hrt face now but not completely back to baseline:
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Piece of advice for non trans/wanna be twinks etc: dont go further than dutasteride + bicalutamide in worst case scenario. E2 gains are not sustainable and you will feel like sh*t on it.
Coming from a guy that tried all combos, spironolactone mono, finasteride mono, spironolactone + dutasteride, spironolactone,dutasteride and e2, cypro,dutasteride + e2, bica+dutasteride+om,bica + e2 + om. Worst was cypro and e2 but in the end they all lead to mental health suicide for normal guys as
@tato123 explained in post few pages before.