Hitting another low-point...
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ShedMaster
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JayB said:
ummmmmm.. do you think all this will really make you happy?!
Aplunk1
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Thanks Spec,
that means a lot to hear those words. I'm encouraged to hear that you're still man-ing up to your abilities and talents in spite of everything that's going on in your life. I haven't had a hug in forever-- even my last girlfriend didn't hug that much.
I've already made up my mind to take myself to therapy. Yeah, I do have trust issues, and a betrayal in my family. Growing up was a turbalent and rather traumatizing experience for me-- but I'm glad that it's over and I live on my own.
I don't know everything that's going on in your head, and I can't relate to you on the premise of sexuality, but I know you're a tough kid, and I truly wish that good things will come your way.
Thank you for the kind words, Spec.
that means a lot to hear those words. I'm encouraged to hear that you're still man-ing up to your abilities and talents in spite of everything that's going on in your life. I haven't had a hug in forever-- even my last girlfriend didn't hug that much.
I've already made up my mind to take myself to therapy. Yeah, I do have trust issues, and a betrayal in my family. Growing up was a turbalent and rather traumatizing experience for me-- but I'm glad that it's over and I live on my own.
I don't know everything that's going on in your head, and I can't relate to you on the premise of sexuality, but I know you're a tough kid, and I truly wish that good things will come your way.
Thank you for the kind words, Spec.
TheGlamorous
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Aplunk1 said:
That's good. I don't think I need therapy yet, but i'm not ruling it out. Wow, I read my post again. I was really hung over yesterday and in the worst mood.
The sexuality stuff isn't really that bad most of the time. It's just harder to deal with when my hair on my mind, because it makes me pissed off that I have all these problems gah!
I'll get there.
Aplunk1 said:
Yeah, I dunno, I was in a bad mood that day. Fortunately yesterday I had great luck with some hot chick so now I'm in a pretty good mood.
I am hoping to go to grad school sometime, but I'll probably have to wait a few years, cause they don't tendto accept recent grads with GPAs lower than about 3.2...if you take a couple years off it shows that you're more motivated if you come back. So I'll probably do that. I also had one teacher who I had for like 4 classes and got an A in every time and already got her to write me a great recommendation, so I at least have that planned out.
And yeah, based on my history, it SHOULDN'T be aggressive, but it seems that way right now since I'm in a shed phase...I dunno. I dug up a photo of my grandpa and his brothers at about age 20, and a couple of them were about NW3 (though he was only 2), so maybe somehow I got their genes instead?!
I used copper peptides for a while but didn't think they were doing anything...my hair started shedding before I quit them, so I figured I should just go cold turkey and see if it came back with just the propecia. Then, I shed everything that I was applying the copper peptides to, but that was PROBABLY just the propecia doing it as I had only been on them for about 2 months. I guess I'll just reevaluate things in february or so, if there's no regrowth happening I'll get on copper peptides and/or minoxidil foam.
haleystudios
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Aplunk1,
i am sorry that i didnt mention that my post was responding to you. i feel your pain and i kinda know how ya feel. i hope everything works out. my post was to really say that you create your well being. i feel like we are all one big family helping each other....
JayB,
thanks man... i really appreciate your post and they have helped me alot..
Shedmaster..... no.. i dont think i will be happy as in overall.... but this will give me th confidence that i had when i was younger playing music as well as i always wanted the gynecomastia and nose job. i never would take my shirt off in front of girls... its not really the chest as much as it is the nipple....
Christ and how he changed my life gives me happiness..... but i believe that we can create situations in our life that effect us as well as other people..
TO ME... giving is the art of fullfillment.... thats what makes me happy
and i would like to give my thanks and gratitude to everyone on this board for their opinions that helped influence me to create my own decision.
1. Dr Davis for the Rhino
2. Dr Armani for the hair transplant
3. Dr. Newall or Bermant for the Gynecomastia/nipple reduction/
4. Dr. Thames for the cosmetic teeth Invisalign/crowns/Brighter Image (home whitening 35% C.P.) Zoom (he is in Mississippi where i live) but to me the one of the best in the state
all these surgeries will take place in early 2007 (febuary-April)
I want to use my life as an example in helping as many people as possible to realize you can DO IT.
i am sorry that i didnt mention that my post was responding to you. i feel your pain and i kinda know how ya feel. i hope everything works out. my post was to really say that you create your well being. i feel like we are all one big family helping each other....
JayB,
thanks man... i really appreciate your post and they have helped me alot..
Shedmaster..... no.. i dont think i will be happy as in overall.... but this will give me th confidence that i had when i was younger playing music as well as i always wanted the gynecomastia and nose job. i never would take my shirt off in front of girls... its not really the chest as much as it is the nipple....
Christ and how he changed my life gives me happiness..... but i believe that we can create situations in our life that effect us as well as other people..
TO ME... giving is the art of fullfillment.... thats what makes me happy
and i would like to give my thanks and gratitude to everyone on this board for their opinions that helped influence me to create my own decision.
1. Dr Davis for the Rhino
2. Dr Armani for the hair transplant
3. Dr. Newall or Bermant for the Gynecomastia/nipple reduction/
4. Dr. Thames for the cosmetic teeth Invisalign/crowns/Brighter Image (home whitening 35% C.P.) Zoom (he is in Mississippi where i live) but to me the one of the best in the state
all these surgeries will take place in early 2007 (febuary-April)
I want to use my life as an example in helping as many people as possible to realize you can DO IT.
its not vanity, its extreme insecurity and unhappiness with himself. as much as he's declaring Christ made him a better person, its still blatantly obvious hes not happy with himself. What comes after those surgeries? YOu gonna find something else you dont like about yourself and alter that too? Youre so blatantly not happy that its manifesting itself into body dismorphia.UK78 said:
haleystudios
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UK78.....
Hey my friend.... not really... first of all i went to a counselor to make sure that i was doing this for me and also maybe to tell me something that could help me along my way in order not to make bad decisions.. i went to a female and male counselor (psycologist) (never had my heart broken before, my band got married and we broke up, and i gained alot of weight) but as time went on, i got over her,but only mention her due to helping other people. Well, they said that i am fine, and in fact have the perfect attitude one should have AFTER they have healed. I had this attitude and plan going IN to the clinic. Usually there are 2 types of people once they felt they have had their heart broken and lost everything.. i fell under the type that wants to contribute to society and give back...
but to reply to your statement UK78... i am not making severe changes, but only getting back and enhancing features that i already have.
for instance. i dont have the straightest teeth, and they are about to be white as sour cream... ha ha... once my trays get here and my invisible braces..
i am not changing my whole nose to dissporportion my face, just getting more defined tip to bring out my eyes and symetrics of my face
i am getting hair back that i once had when i was younger so i can style it the way i would like, also going to die my hair its original color because of grayness.
i just want to have a normal looking males chest with no gynecomastia and normal looking nipples so i can take my shirt off at concerts and when i go to the beach...
these are just enhancers, but my weight is the most important change, the others will tie together to bring everything perfect....
but you see, thats the plan.... their is the possibility of the yield factor with the transplant, but i am going to a great doctor...
the is the possibility of a revision of the nose, but i am going to a great doctor
their is a possibility that my teeth will not whiten the shade i want, but i am getting one if not the best ingredients... C.P. 35% gels
so as time goes by, and as i achieve my desires one day a time, i will post my results to show everyone instead of explaining it that you can do it. i hate f#@$%$# excuses..... and you all have helped my with alot of issues with my hair and to yall i give thanks
Hey my friend.... not really... first of all i went to a counselor to make sure that i was doing this for me and also maybe to tell me something that could help me along my way in order not to make bad decisions.. i went to a female and male counselor (psycologist) (never had my heart broken before, my band got married and we broke up, and i gained alot of weight) but as time went on, i got over her,but only mention her due to helping other people. Well, they said that i am fine, and in fact have the perfect attitude one should have AFTER they have healed. I had this attitude and plan going IN to the clinic. Usually there are 2 types of people once they felt they have had their heart broken and lost everything.. i fell under the type that wants to contribute to society and give back...
but to reply to your statement UK78... i am not making severe changes, but only getting back and enhancing features that i already have.
for instance. i dont have the straightest teeth, and they are about to be white as sour cream... ha ha... once my trays get here and my invisible braces..
i am not changing my whole nose to dissporportion my face, just getting more defined tip to bring out my eyes and symetrics of my face
i am getting hair back that i once had when i was younger so i can style it the way i would like, also going to die my hair its original color because of grayness.
i just want to have a normal looking males chest with no gynecomastia and normal looking nipples so i can take my shirt off at concerts and when i go to the beach...
these are just enhancers, but my weight is the most important change, the others will tie together to bring everything perfect....
but you see, thats the plan.... their is the possibility of the yield factor with the transplant, but i am going to a great doctor...
the is the possibility of a revision of the nose, but i am going to a great doctor
their is a possibility that my teeth will not whiten the shade i want, but i am getting one if not the best ingredients... C.P. 35% gels
so as time goes by, and as i achieve my desires one day a time, i will post my results to show everyone instead of explaining it that you can do it. i hate f#@$%$# excuses..... and you all have helped my with alot of issues with my hair and to yall i give thanks
haleystudios
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Hi JayB,
YEP... i already found something, but it was included already in my goals ..... and that is music......
you see.... i wanted to do all of the Physical aspects when i was in my teens... now i am 31.. i never did because of money, and my ex saying that it was unneccesary.... well i am glad i am not with her now....best decision in the whole world to break up with her....
all i did was stare in the mirror and say "what do i not like about my self physically and mentally that i can change?"... then i wrote everything down on a piece of paper....
then i told my self that i am off the fullfilling this mission....
you see, once i get all these surgeries, my confidence will come back (if everything goes well) and will want to date again and play muisic on stage again.....
then i will say,"GREAT, thats taking care of.. now to start auditioning guitar, bass players to form a band!!!!" i have a plan to pass out flyers and to do an album in my recording studio!! after that is accomplished i will say, "GREAT, now i have a professional talented band....!!!
then hopefully i might find a wonderful lady along the way, but if i dont, its ok, because, I will feel good about myself and know that i am already complete and happy with my life now WITHOUT a woman....
i was at my most happy in my life when i was playing music in a band, touching young kids lives with our music, and feeling confident (to a certain level) i was doing what i wanted and i was happy..... but you see my friends.... i just want to get all that back.... its not just the VANITY....
thanks, i love yalll
YEP... i already found something, but it was included already in my goals ..... and that is music......
you see.... i wanted to do all of the Physical aspects when i was in my teens... now i am 31.. i never did because of money, and my ex saying that it was unneccesary.... well i am glad i am not with her now....best decision in the whole world to break up with her....
all i did was stare in the mirror and say "what do i not like about my self physically and mentally that i can change?"... then i wrote everything down on a piece of paper....
then i told my self that i am off the fullfilling this mission....
you see, once i get all these surgeries, my confidence will come back (if everything goes well) and will want to date again and play muisic on stage again.....
then i will say,"GREAT, thats taking care of.. now to start auditioning guitar, bass players to form a band!!!!" i have a plan to pass out flyers and to do an album in my recording studio!! after that is accomplished i will say, "GREAT, now i have a professional talented band....!!!
then hopefully i might find a wonderful lady along the way, but if i dont, its ok, because, I will feel good about myself and know that i am already complete and happy with my life now WITHOUT a woman....
i was at my most happy in my life when i was playing music in a band, touching young kids lives with our music, and feeling confident (to a certain level) i was doing what i wanted and i was happy..... but you see my friends.... i just want to get all that back.... its not just the VANITY....
thanks, i love yalll
Balding is not controlable but other things are. Did you ever notice the hottest girls are with the ugliest dorkiest guys hair or not there is really no correlation. Some things that are controlable are being in shape or not. By the way working out has been proven to curb depression. Also it will bring confidence. That is what girls like a confident guy. Dont let your hairloss effect your life that much I know it sucks I am going through the same thing and it really sucks but I am only going to make good things come from it. As far as chicks I have some very ugly friends that get a ton because they dont care. If I ask out 0 girls the number that will say yes is 0. My friend follows the 2% rule. If he asks out 100. Two will say yes thats 200% more than I will get. Hang in there shave it down get in shape and buy some sweet duds maybe thats all we can control on the looks side.
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THANKS JAYB,
I appreciate that, i will do my best, post the results, and be living proof that no matter how down you were, you can be whatever you want to be... i will show pics
I appreciate that, i will do my best, post the results, and be living proof that no matter how down you were, you can be whatever you want to be... i will show pics