f***, just f***, every second is a nightmare. I'm in so much pain and anguish that i can't even live anymore, i just exist. I don't even want women or anything, i just want to stop suffering, i just want to be left alone, i just want to be normal for my age. Why should i be NW5 at 22 years old? This sh*t doesn't make any sense i'm literally going insane i can't f*****g cope for real
