I'm Greying, Balding And Got Acne All Over My Back. No Words Can Describe This Feeling.

[Cue Bald]

I thought about self-medicating on opiates as well. Balding gave me a social phobia.Did you get prescription?

i originally got a script for codeine and tramadol when i was in an accident; when i found out that they worked just as well for mental pain i ended up getting them off the net. first i used online pharmacies exploiting an EU loophole allowing them to sell, now i get them from the dark web.

unfortunately they only work well for a short amount of time, as your brain adapts. so you end up needing a higher dose to get the same effect. what i take now just to feel normal would kill a normal man (150mg of oxycodone)

and then when you stop taking them you go into withdrawals. and the withdrawals are the opposite to what they normally do. so all of that happiness and contentedness is replaced by sheer guilt, dread and sadness. if you feel bad over baldness now you'll feel 10 times worse in WD's. like my last WD's, an advert came on TV where a guy with long flowy hair and his girlfriend were swimming in a lake, and it made me cry because i'd never have hair like that again. it warps the mind bad. or thinking about my job (i work in a school) and how i don't even feel the same species as the teenagers there anymore.

i am trying to come off them again next week. pretty scared. over all i would say they are not worth it, but if someone ever invented an opiate that didn't cause dependence, tolerance and addiction they would be a trillionaire. it would be the only drug i would ever take (other than a cure for male pattern baldness)

i always come off for a few weeks but end up going back on them. i need something to use after work to take my mind off things; maybe i will try pot but i never liked cannabis. it just made me feel tired rather than high. plus only opiates got rid of that terrible dread feeling in my chest when i think about being bald, or being in a room with beautiful girls but there are guys in there much better looking with much better hair, etc.

 

[disfiguredyoungman]

i originally got a script for codeine and tramadol when i was in an accident; when i found out that they worked just as well for mental pain i ended up getting them off the net. first i used online pharmacies exploiting an EU loophole allowing them to sell, now i get them from the dark web.

unfortunately they only work well for a short amount of time, as your brain adapts. so you end up needing a higher dose to get the same effect. what i take now just to feel normal would kill a normal man (150mg of oxycodone)

and then when you stop taking them you go into withdrawals. and the withdrawals are the opposite to what they normally do. so all of that happiness and contentedness is replaced by sheer guilt, dread and sadness. if you feel bad over baldness now you'll feel 10 times worse in WD's. like my last WD's, an advert came on TV where a guy with long flowy hair and his girlfriend were swimming in a lake, and it made me cry because i'd never have hair like that again. it warps the mind bad. or thinking about my job (i work in a school) and how i don't even feel the same species as the teenagers there anymore.

i am trying to come off them again next week. pretty scared. over all i would say they are not worth it, but if someone ever invented an opiate that didn't cause dependence, tolerance and addiction they would be a trillionaire. it would be the only drug i would ever take (other than a cure for male pattern baldness)

i always come off for a few weeks but end up going back on them. i need something to use after work to take my mind off things; maybe i will try pot but i never liked cannabis. it just made me feel tired rather than high. plus only opiates got rid of that terrible dread feeling in my chest when i think about being bald, or being in a room with beautiful girls but there are guys in there much better looking with much better hair, etc.

I heard people successfully use Kratom for opiate withdrawal and substitution. The taste is horrible, but it is said to be less addictive with an easier withdrawal. Good luck, man.

 

[@GeraltOfRivia]

I'm also balding and grey hairs at age of 20

 

[arsenal247]

Hey OP,

Try not to dispair. I have been suffering with acne since 15 and hairloss since 19. I'm nearly 28 now and the acne has only just cleared. Mine was relatively mild not cystic or particularly bad but extremely persistent.

I use the acne.org regimine which you can find in their site. I still use it to maintain. It's been amazing for me.

Hairwise I use Nizoral and regaine foam. No negatives to those get on them now. I'm too scared of finasteride so I think I've ruled it out now (Norwood 2.5)

I'm also greying slowly on the sides but I get very subtle highlights done at a high quality place once a month it does the trick been doing it years and noone ever mentions it.

All you can do is work with what you have. Do you your best to be your best and try not to sweat about genetica although I appreciate it's hard!

Good luck bro

 

[genetically_cursed]

Hey OP,

Try not to dispair. I have been suffering with acne since 15 and hairloss since 19. I'm nearly 28 now and the acne has only just cleared. Mine was relatively mild not cystic or particularly bad but extremely persistent.

I use the acne.org regimine which you can find in their site. I still use it to maintain. It's been amazing for me.

Hairwise I use Nizoral and regaine foam. No negatives to those get on them now. I'm too scared of finasteride so I think I've ruled it out now (Norwood 2.5)

I'm also greying slowly on the sides but I get very subtle highlights done at a high quality place once a month it does the trick been doing it years and noone ever mentions it.

All you can do is work with what you have. Do you your best to be your best and try not to sweat about genetica although I appreciate it's hard!

Good luck bro

life is a joke, man. i used to acne org regimen last year, BP worked amazingly on my back and neck, it tried the acne out, no new spots appeared, i was waiting for AHA to arrive for moisturizing effect, and right after AHA arrived, i randomly developed allergy for BP out of nowhere. I cant use it now at all. f*** life.

Also, im nw2.5 and from what i could gather minoxidil doesnt stop hair loss, it promotes new one. Yday i looked at the mirror and realized its over for me. Either finasteride now, or i'll be slick bald in around 4 months. Scalp can be alrdy seen through hair on top.

Send me a pic of how your hair looks highlighted to PMs, would be interesting.