@czecha In a recent black hole I started to find what you refer to as 'something deeper'. Previously this didn't happen, I just reverted to the usual, travel / gym / alcohol / socialising blah blah blah - however locked down removed these rituals for me. Now I have a new direction, which is probably what you describe as a 'cope' but man, it is a good 'cope'.Just longevitymaxx and hedonismaxx (in a way it’s compatible) to cope, and wait for the cure in the next 10 years
In the meantime fix your attitude, give red pill and blue pill sh*t the benefit of the doubt and try meeting people
Because if you are truly blackpilled, there is not even a point in hair. Everything becomes meaningless and void of substance. So use your time of ugliness to go on a journey and find out if there is something deeper. If there isn’t, it never began for us anyway
PS. Ice cold beer after a hard week is still a nice 'cope' too! I'm saving that for tomorrow.