I'm sorry you all feel this way. I'm here if you need to chat.
I also want to take this moment to say there has been a lot of negativity on the forums lately. I feel it'd be best if all of us put some positivity towards each other rather than cynical attitudes. We're all in this together.
It's hard to be positive, because going outside allows us to see all the lucky (and possibly ungrateful) hair-having men. Then we get mad or sad. Everyone loves their hair. It's the one thing we have a choice in when it comes to expressing ourselves or changing our natural bodies in an instant to feel better/different.
Most of us hate our genetics and our hairloss. I'm sure, though, that many of you have aspects you like about yourself. Or at least other aspects you are OK with. Then there's cases where you are not OK with your body, and in fact, you are uncomfortable with your body. If you are the former, there is hope for you. If you are the latter, I wish I could say there is hope, but there's not.
I think we should take our anger to the gym and build ourselves up to make something else to like. We are all angry at others and life, you can't deny it. Think about slamming those lucky and ungrateful hair-having guys in the face with weights every time you lift, if you have to go that far to utilize your anger. So at least if your hairgrowth treatment doesn't work, at least you'll have a killer body. And people notice a fit body, or even chunky+great muscle mass, more than they notice a bald head.
Personally I use my anger to workout, but eventually depression takes over again. I am uncomfortably hairy. It feels like I'm wearing 2-3 layers of clothes when I'm wearing a basic shirt. I have pimples and stubborn blackheads. I have low T. I have depression/anxiety. And I am very unhappy with my situation downstairs (circumcised). So there is no enjoyment to be had with this body. Just plenty of misery that I have to hide so people don't notice how broken I am.
