Terrible f*****g day.
Instead of making a useless thread I'll post here but I feel completely f*****g subhuman and worthless as f***.
My brothers are over, one I've only met twice he's 41 (half) and the other who's 22 I grew up with. Having a good time bullshitting, etc. My oldest and I are talking about our kids and different traits, hair is one that is brought up.
I go inside to grab seasoning for the food I'm cooking, I return to a convo about my father and brothers talking about how at least they still have their hair. I knew exactly what was happening, I'm not dumb. I was being mocked for being a subhuman, an outsider to the fullhead family. No other f*****g man in my family has balded to the extent as me.
In order to keep my hair I have to pop pills and rub bullshit on my scalp, LOL it doesn't even give me a full f*****g head of hair. Maybe this is a sign to throw all my hair loss crap out and accept being a subhuman. And lol @ on top of all this I'm the f*****g shortest one too. Making me was a failure and my dad, along with my brothers know this.
f*** genetics. Haven't felt this low for a long time. Why do I even bother? If my destiny is a NW5 in the next 2 years without meds I might as well let it happen, instead of having a head of pubes.