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Damn, I can´t deal with this sh*t anymore. On Saturday I lost 8 hairs when applying gel, yesterday it were 4 and today I didn´t count. I didn´t dare to look into my hands. Same goes for me when I am showering or shampooing, this is simply too much for me to handle. I am having a mental breakdown every time I do so and see more and more hairs lying there. It has been almost 6 months that I am on finasteride and this bullshit is doing nothing apart from killing my libido (It´s not that I would care about that if it would actually save my hair). My hair looks so terrible, I am missing the words to describe it. It looks incredibly thin, particularly the hair line is severely damaged. The distance between the invidual hairs there is between 1 and 2 milimeters. It has become almost impossible to style without looking silly. I am gonna post pictures for my 6 month update soon, but there you won´t see how bad it really looks, the pics don´t show it and are deceiving in my case. My so called "hair" looks as if it is dead. It may still be attached to my head, but it shows no more energy and appears to be completly lifeless. It is also possible to pull them out without any pain. :cry: Though I have somehow managed to stop myself doing this.
Last but not least I have also developed a small bald spot on my crown. Damn, this hurts as well, particularly since it makes you look so much older. I have the hair of a 35 year old by now.
:cry:
All this sh*t is simply too much. I think hair loss is tough for a mentally healthy person, but for someone who is so weak and sensitive as me it is simply too much. I can´t deal with this sh*t. Maybe I should tell my Therapist about my hair problem (he has only seen me with a hat until now) but the last time I told my other Therapist about it he sent me to the psychiatry.
I am struggling with depressions, social phobia, Body Dismorphobic Disorder and various personality disorders, but nothing is as hard as facing the reality that I am balding. It is just too much......![Frown :( :(](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)
Damn, I can´t deal with this sh*t anymore. On Saturday I lost 8 hairs when applying gel, yesterday it were 4 and today I didn´t count. I didn´t dare to look into my hands. Same goes for me when I am showering or shampooing, this is simply too much for me to handle. I am having a mental breakdown every time I do so and see more and more hairs lying there. It has been almost 6 months that I am on finasteride and this bullshit is doing nothing apart from killing my libido (It´s not that I would care about that if it would actually save my hair). My hair looks so terrible, I am missing the words to describe it. It looks incredibly thin, particularly the hair line is severely damaged. The distance between the invidual hairs there is between 1 and 2 milimeters. It has become almost impossible to style without looking silly. I am gonna post pictures for my 6 month update soon, but there you won´t see how bad it really looks, the pics don´t show it and are deceiving in my case. My so called "hair" looks as if it is dead. It may still be attached to my head, but it shows no more energy and appears to be completly lifeless. It is also possible to pull them out without any pain. :cry: Though I have somehow managed to stop myself doing this.
Last but not least I have also developed a small bald spot on my crown. Damn, this hurts as well, particularly since it makes you look so much older. I have the hair of a 35 year old by now.
:cry:
All this sh*t is simply too much. I think hair loss is tough for a mentally healthy person, but for someone who is so weak and sensitive as me it is simply too much. I can´t deal with this sh*t. Maybe I should tell my Therapist about my hair problem (he has only seen me with a hat until now) but the last time I told my other Therapist about it he sent me to the psychiatry.
I am struggling with depressions, social phobia, Body Dismorphobic Disorder and various personality disorders, but nothing is as hard as facing the reality that I am balding. It is just too much......