Parents keep thinking i'm gay what can I do?

KevinEdEddEddy

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What did they say? if not larp of course
Well most of the times they denied it mostly because I was in psychotic fury when I told them this. I told them things like I wrote here on this forum such as I will always look odd and that bald people are universalyy hated lmao. So they treated me like a disturbed person (which I am) in blind rage. They calmed me down and were saying I am not balding lol
 

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Also if you care about them its not the best idea to put burden that youre doing bad because of ur looks. The blackpill is smth not everybody can handle...
I think that my parents are already blackpilled on me, not only looks, but also my autism and ruined psyche after psych ward. I literally told them it is of no use to make me fly to Turkey because I am so useless even transplant will not make my life turn around (because I will be still an insecure b**ch)
 

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Why were you in a psych ward? How did it affect you. You dont strike me as someone mentally ill in the bad sense of the word.
I am an Aspergers' sufferer, since childhood I was considered weak ugly and weird, with extreme sense of isolation and feeling out of place. I tried to hang myself and then I was transported to psych ward where I have become paranoid that everyone tries to kill me or is spying on me. Also because there I was told I am a sperg, all my worries were confirmed: I am not a normal person and will never be despite my efforts and people tormenting me were right about doing so. I no longer can form relationships because I distance myself emotionally from women as I am always paranoid they will use me, also I am paranoid they will kill themself (one almost killed herself when I was with her) or harm themselves. So basically hairloss and my dermatological problems are pressing hard on 'you are disgusting' thought I have in my mind, I feel almost physical pain seeing my hair fall out and skin getting red and bleeding. So idk how much years I will endure after that sh*t
 
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