needsaHT said:
I never in my life had I normal hairline Ive had a receded one since birth so I just want that dam experience of having it in ratio to the rest of my face. My hairline is around the same height as hgh but with more thickness. I mean you make it seem as if I am delusional but my whole 5 fingers fits on my forehead so something is definitely wrong.
Comparison is the root of all discontent. There is nothing
wrong with you. You just have this idea of how you
should be and the difference between the reality and the fantasy is driving you crazy. Now at your age I understand that comparing yourself to others is normal, as it is a way for you to gauge your place in the heirarchy of things and calculate your worth. Most young people's sense of worth comes from their appearance, probably because they don't have enough life experience to cultivate that worth from another source. I understand that it must have been difficult growing up with what you have and that experience has forged you into a kind of neurotic state. Hey going bald did the same for me, but you are not bald- you have long beautiful hair and as you get older you will not stand out as much for your age group. Your quite lucky compared to many of us here and I don't mean to belittle your pain but wanting to commit suicide is an insult by inference to those of us who are worse off than you. Get some perspective and try and summon your inner strength.