I once frequented this forum in my early twenties. I like you, at your age felt exactly the same things what you have just posted.
Its a harsh bold awakening concept into what we call manhood. All the preconceived and self-perceived perceptions we create within our psyche when growing up seem to become abhorrent and unfeasible as we realize our flaws.
However, rest assured, this is a temporary thing. At least, for a man who is grounded and rational.
I am 35 now, I have lost more hair. I am currently at Norwood 6/7. I have long awoken to the realisation that my hair is never going to be the same as it once was. That is fine.
Firstly, please let me say I understand your rationale for posting on this forum. I did it once as well, over 10 years ago. It is a natural reaction I believe when something you perceive is affecting your life qaulity and you need to vent your frustration and seek guidance and acceptance.
I will not go into the long drawn effects hair loss has on you from an emotional, physical and well-being state. As I am sure you are already aware of them. I also feel this forum is the perfect place for answers to this if you do need them. However, these answers are biased, so please be aware of this. I also believe the majority of this forum are weak members of society, so please keep this in mind.
Just know this, hair loss, and the power of accepting it, then ascending from it becomes far easier with time.
At your age, I was worried about the world rejecting me. It did not happen. I was worried I would never make friends, it did not happen. I was worried I would never experience casual and then a real lasting bonding emotional attachments, this happened (in my case, with multiple women, and then finally falling in love with a woman who I am with now).
The preconceived subtle and yet powerful connotations of how baldness is associated with negativity from childhood should not to be ignored. After all, this is why you have joined this forum and this is why you have created this post. However, these are ultimately wrong.
Your a human, and your a boke, as a bloke/man, understand within life, life will constantly throw you bad hands. You have been given a great f*****g deal being born a man, cherish it. You have been born a man. And as a man, you have the capability of being resilient, innovative and adaptive. We as men are logical and on the whole critical thinking. Now is the first step in your journey to be that way.
Do your self a massive favor. Get off this forum. This place is full of losers and weirdos. Any forum you hear phrases such as; 'cel' 'over for me' ,'red pill, blue pill dog sh*t pill' or any generic trash like that, disregard it.
No man ever whines and b****s, he should/just always find a solution to make his life better.
This forum is made up of a minute percentage of men suffering from hair loss compared to society as a whole. The majority of men accomplish, pioneer and revolutionize the world with hair loss. Just think about that, this forum is made up of a very small percentage of men who are bothered by hair loss.
The men on this website most likely cannot fit the cut of other social expectations. But, most importantly, these men and their opinions of hair loss are subjective to them, and them alone. They are weak, and their opinions are based on their underdeveloped male personalities.
The majority of men with hair loss get on with it and lead successful careers and dating lives. Just to emphasize, this forum is made up of a majority (including the 'moderators') of deluded weak males. These are the type of people you should not ever asscoaite with.
Im asking you, as I wish someone had said these words to me 10 years ago when I posted the same thing you did. Get offline, start building your own self worth, adapt, and become and change in to a postive man.
I am now 35, I am making 6 figures, have 4 children with a beautiful wife and life could not be any better.
Do not listen to the status quo, be your own man, and go pick your own path.,
All the best my friend.