This Acid Attack Victim Looks Better Than Me.

[sunchyme1]

I told him to pose with a kitten or a puppy.

looool that would be even worse man with the way he poses!

 

[sunchyme1]

 

[Exodus2011]

red pill imo is that xander is above average/decent but not handsome. idk for sure, maybe it really is socially retarded interaction styles

i've been in a mental funk where i literally cant f*****g stop thinking about who is better than who, whether i am worthy enough to live, ruminating on talents i have and comparing them to others' talents. i'm actually getting so f*****g lost in these thoughts i'll suddenly "come to" like i just had highway hypnosis.

getting close to mental hospital territory. is this the kinds of experiences you had before you lost it @WhitePolarBear ?

 

[rclark]

I'm really surprised if the guy can still see, and isn't blind. He must of had some sensory
injuries as well, there's no way he couldn't. That would be worse, in a way.

 

[blackg]

I told him to pose with a kitten or a puppy.

Or an M16.

 

[blackg]

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Hahaha... You lunatic!!

 

[sunchyme1]

red pill imo is that xander is above average/decent but not handsome. idk for sure, maybe it really is socially retarded interaction styles

i've been in a mental funk where i literally cant f*****g stop thinking about who is better than who, whether i am worthy enough to live, ruminating on talents i have and comparing them to others' talents. i'm actually getting so f*****g lost in these thoughts i'll suddenly "come to" like i just had highway hypnosis.

getting close to mental hospital territory. is this the kinds of experiences you had before you lost it @WhitePolarBear ?

lol this doesnt sound good man

spending too much time by yourself thinking too much?

im guilty of this. never good

 

[Exodus2011]

lol this doesnt sound good man

spending too much time by yourself thinking too much?

im guilty of this. never good

Nope. I've been socializing more and that only makes it worse cuz I see the competition (other people)

I think of it while driving, in public, while talking to friends. A lot of times I'm not even aware of my surroundings when I ruminate on this sh*t. I really mean it when I say "come to" like I've been under a spell

f*****g baldness affects everything. You have to compensate by being 5x better at everything else.

 

[JeanLucBB]

red pill imo is that xander is above average/decent but not handsome. idk for sure, maybe it really is socially retarded interaction styles

i've been in a mental funk where i literally cant f*****g stop thinking about who is better than who, whether i am worthy enough to live, ruminating on talents i have and comparing them to others' talents. i'm actually getting so f*****g lost in these thoughts i'll suddenly "come to" like i just had highway hypnosis.

getting close to mental hospital territory. is this the kinds of experiences you had before you lost it @WhitePolarBear ?

I've long had the same issue. Particularly with women my self loathing always results in me despising any girl who is nice to me because I always think "how the f*** could her standards be so low she would go for a f*****g overweight norwood 3".

I had a girl getting a bit touchy feely in town last week that I ultimately avoided and I was literally thinking "b**ch are you that much of a sl*t you're going to hookup with a guy with a f*****g giant red transplant marking and a few pubes in the phucking norwood 3 area? f*****g seriously?"

It drags down everything I do. Especially comparing my life to my best friend who is an 8/10 with beautiful hair and in a family of rich CEOs including the Dow Chemical CEO who got him a free f*****g job at Mckinsey straight out of university.

Honestly hate this whole planet sometimes. Feel like I should throw all my money into bitcoin and just pray for the best or something and kill myself if it doesn't work out.

 

[EvilLocks]

@Exodus2011 First time I went to a psychiatric clinic: panic attacks induced by distorted ideas about how hellish my future was going to be as a young bald guy, anorexia because of BS fad diets supposed to cure hair loss, feeling lost, uncertain, major depression, thoughts that life was going to be hell forever.

Second time: Drug-induced bipolar disorder that finally turned into a psychotic episode during which I lost touch with reality, was seeing patterns where there were none, mystical victim complex where I thought the whole world was mad at me because of my drug-induced manic episodes. Snapped out of it and just felt extremely depressed on top of having gotten fat because of the drugs.

Third time: Major depression after getting gyno on top of all the recent turmoils I had, temper tantrums that made doctors think I had borderline personality disorder, but the truth was that I had reached the very end of my tether.

Salvation: during my third time in the psychiatric clinic, I typed "FUE megasession" on Google. You know the rest of the story.

Your story is fascinating.

 

[EvilLocks]

And somehow some people want me to feel bad and self centered because I cry from time to time!

If it was them, they'd cry themselves to sleep every night, at best. Premature baldness is something you'll have to go through yourself to understand. Even my closest family still sometimes tell me: ''S****, it's just hair. It's not the most important thing in life!''
Please.

 

[Stanx22]

If it was them, they'd cry themselves to sleep every night, at best. Premature baldness is something you'll have to go through yourself to understand. Even my closest family still sometimes tell me: ''S****, it's just hair. It's not the most important thing in life!''
Please.

I was 16 when i noticed that i was balding, you want to know how my father reacted to it ? He told me to shut the f*** up and stop whining because nobody cares. Ironically, i got the gene of baldness from him, there're no signs of baldness on my mother's side.

 

[blackg]

@Exodus2011 First time I went to a psychiatric clinic: panic attacks induced by distorted ideas about how hellish my future was going to be as a young bald guy, anorexia because of BS fad diets supposed to cure hair loss, feeling lost, uncertain, major depression, thoughts that life was going to be hell forever.

Second time: Drug-induced bipolar disorder that finally turned into a psychotic episode during which I lost touch with reality, was seeing patterns where there were none, mystical victim complex where I thought the whole world was mad at me because of my drug-induced manic episodes. Snapped out of it and just felt extremely depressed on top of having gotten fat because of the drugs.

Third time: Major depression after getting gyno on top of all the recent turmoils I had, temper tantrums that made doctors think I had borderline personality disorder, but the truth was that I had reached the very end of my tether.

Salvation: during my third time in the psychiatric clinic, I typed "FUE megasession" on Google. You know the rest of the story.

This was a excellent read, mate.

 

[blackg]

I was 16 when i noticed that i was balding, you want to know how my father reacted to it ? He told me to shut the f*** up and stop whining because nobody cares. Ironically, i got the gene of baldness from him, there's no signs of baldness on my mother's side.

That bastard!

 

[EvilLocks]

Yep, fullheads are morons!
So, I may have deflate a bit today (after several days eating 500 kcal and nearly 3 months out of the meds). YAY!!!

It's not perfect, I still have a bit of cellulite but it's due to water retention caused by veinous insufficiency, but I already feel a bit better. I think there are new treatments for that, new forms of cavitation, but it's expensive and the cellulite always come back, impossible to eradicate. If I find the money, I may start aquabiking.

Now I just have to stop losing 500 hair/day and figure a way to grew my hair back without taking hormonal treatments

Yay! I'm happy you are finally making some progress Although, 500 kcal a day seems veeery little. I have to warn you though, eating that little is not something you should continue with over longer periods of time, it can actually cause shedding. Just make sure you are getting your nutrients!

 

[EvilLocks]

Last time I talked on the phone to my mother she told me she was just out of the hairdresser who told her she had such a mane of hair!!
Okay mother!

Shortly before my hair loss began, a hair dresser told me the same. ''Wow, you have such a thick mane of hair!''
The irony.

 

[Xander94]

I will be carefull If it continuous like that I will reintroduce more food little by little.

Baldness really is the worst. No f*****g treatments to have 3 hairs on our heads

 

[hairblues]

red pill imo is that xander is above average/decent but not handsome. idk for sure, maybe it really is socially retarded interaction styles

i've been in a mental funk where i literally cant f*****g stop thinking about who is better than who, whether i am worthy enough to live, ruminating on talents i have and comparing them to others' talents. i'm actually getting so f*****g lost in these thoughts i'll suddenly "come to" like i just had highway hypnosis.

getting close to mental hospital territory. is this the kinds of experiences you had before you lost it @WhitePolarBear ?

You are only 24 most of my talents and skill I did not even learn until late 20s early 30s.
Horseback riding, tennis and weight training I think may be only ones I started younger than you.

pick something you want to learn...anything you think you might enjoy focusing your free time on that you can get better at over time.

 

[EvilLocks]

I will be carefull If it continuous like that I will reintroduce more food little by little.

I'm not a nutritionist nor do I have issues with weight gain (naturally skinny), but the diet that helps me feel and look my best consists of lots of veggies and moderate amounts of fruit, lean meats, grains and beans. I also make sure include some fats - nuts, seeds, fish, avocado, olive oil. My diet is mainly healthy and I make most of my food from scratch myself, something I do both because I enjoy cooking and it tastes better, but also because I try to stay away from things with lots of weird ingredients (pre-made and frozen food, canned food etc)
I'm a big dessert person though, so I'll eat desserts when I feel like it, only making sure to portion control and that it does not happen too often. I stay completely away from fast foods and soda.
Drinking a lot of water also helps to flush your body.
Something you can try for weight loss is to not eat too late in the day, or only eat very light meals after 7-8 PM. I'm sure you've also heard that eating more but smaller meals is another tip.
Just make sure to not starve yourself!

 

[EvilLocks]

I never really had a mane of hair. My shitty density makes it hard to use the 300$ extensions

Where do you place your extensions? Placing them on top of your head can be tricky if you have shitty density there.